Well, Russell left the game and I’m not that hurt by it. I did try to campaign for him to stay, so I feel like I didn’t betray him fully. To be honest, I think I was one of the reasons that he got voted out because I did tell Betsy that Russell was campaigning for her to go. I don’t know why I did that, but I did it. I guess that my first mistake in this game and I have to move on from it. I guess we have a moment of silence for Russell.



Now we have Marisa that stayed and I still don’t know what to do with her. She seems like she does nothing on camp and our tribe just allows her to do just that. It is just mind-boggling. I wonder if she has a secret alliance that I do not know about. I just need to figure out these tribe dynamics because it is killing me that I don't know the other relationships. I just have an inkling that J.R (who I hate with a huge passion) and Bill are working together. If this is true, then I hope GOD help their souls.

This tribe is now 10 and I know for sure I have 2 votes (me and PurpleKelly), but 2 votes out of 10 is not good odds. Here is my views now about this tribe after five days in:



I don't know about her. She is now sociable and she is active amongst the tribes, but I don't think she is going to help me in the long run. She probably will give me a vote here and there, but I doubt she will be a loyal member to the Taco Stand Alliance.



She is a friend, but I don't think she is an ally. Right now, I think she will not vote me out... but she won't exactly have my back. I need to work my magic and make sure she become an official faux alliance with I.



I think he is with J.R. and I have to watch out for him. Especially, someone told him to choose Betsy over me. Those whores!



I don't like him still. He is a beast, though.



She is a friend, but not close to ally. She would have vote out Marisa with me, so I guess that a good sign.



My ride or die bitch.



He is a friend. I think he might want to work with me, but he doesn't want to make the first move.



She doesn't talk in the tribe, but she is good at competitions.



He is a friend. That's all.


Alliance:



Friends:



Who I like:


Those who can go:

You had one job. Now we lost the damn challenge by mere seconds.

I knew something was up. Katie did her best in campaigning for votes and she told me, “JR is willing to vote out Becky. I did not care for Becky to leave because I am for sure not the best social player when it comes to Becky and I. I don’t know what she is thinking and if we are looking at personal votes — Katie would have voted with me in almost every tribal council. I rather have that than a silent mouse on my tribe. At least, I know what Katie is thinking most of the time. Yet, JR did not vote with me. Now Betsy and I are “somewhat on the outs”, but it will be okay because I have a feeling the tribes are going to reshuffle soon and I will flip with no care in the world. Hopefully, we can destroy “Charlie’s spirit because he is a beast.” I hate Dadés.

Of course, I was in the minority of this god forsaken tribe because people want to flip flop votes. You thought I hate JR with a passion, then I hope you know my hate has consume my spirit to only see the overgrown beast to be voted out. I think Betsy knows my hate for him is only growing for every day he stays on the mother country. LORD! PLEASE GIVE ME THE STRENGTH.



Let’s me not go to my taco stand alliance. I feel like she is not really with me, but she is not against me. I see her listening to me, but she never really go with the flow. I hate the feeling that I want her in my final 3, but she does not even care about me. Fuck her, let me eat this apple.