This was my face when I found out I wasn't first chosen in either list



Clearly these people skipped that day of school where they told you to listen to Jtia and only Jtia. I was there, I ain't see any of them. I wasn't going to stay online for the challenge, so I was okay messing up early. I wanted to show my worth a bit more in the challenge and then I would be chosen by a good tribe but in the end, it worked out. But of course I haven't met some of them. Abi and Angie are two of'em. I can speak to damn ass white girls any day I want. All I got ta do is turn around and ones right there. I sent Angie a message not too long ago but she apparently left right when I did that

The upside: I've met everyone else. I really like Jonathan and I'm super glad I landed on a tribe with him. There was one other person I wanted and I didn't get him. Ken. #sadface. I'll live. I'm hoping to align with Jonathan and use that boy until there's nothing left. I don't know what to think of Eddie. I've spoken to him more than most but I don't get an emotional connection with him. Ya know? I like don't care what he has to say that much and I feel like there's no care in his words to me. Maybe thats just him or maybe I'm just being Jtia. I'm talking with Debbie right now. She's alright. I hope to use the mini bond we have to create my first alliance. Our tribe leader Charlie isn't anything to write home about. I really need to talk to him more. I leave the conversation each time. #forgetful is me.

Let me just check my tab here with my tribe on it cuz I can't remember... Hayden. Lol I forgot he existed. I met him last night. Hmm who else. Crystal. What a lovely beast. I thought her post last night was absolutely hysterical. I love her. We're going to be best of sisters, this bitch and I. She was chosen last though and she's not around as much as others. So she better get her gears in motion. We were so close to getting Na on our tribe. Having us three ladies together would have been so fucking hot. What could be.

Post-IC #1 submission:

Let me get this straight. Just because I refreshed on the board, I get accused of smiting Abi. Observe:

She says either Peter or myself gave her a smite (who cares about smiting anyway?)

This is the chat we had a second ago. I know we can't show pics to players but I figured we could to Hosts lol You wanna see this.







da fuck.

Peter choosing me and then not choosing me:



I wasn't there for the Link but that was expected. I made sure to make my boot list where I would have Jonathan right at the bottom. I needed him safe. I felt like people would keep Angie around if Jonathan was there. I need him to be a little more active because I love and trust the boy. Already..I know but its true. I've started working on individual alliances with people just in case other plans fail. Peter has always been a secret weapon of mine. We exchanged PMs with each other at first before he met most people. I got that done and just had this relationship growing. Now that he's actually on AIM, we're able to exchange a lot more and faster. As I type this, I'm currently waiting for him to get back to me but we're on the subject of alliances. The thought of bringing someone in is scary. I have no idea who to trust. My tribe is weird. People like Abi come around accusing people of giving her nasty stares and then I just look at her like this ^

The whore chooses Peter to be the first pick. I asked her what that was about because she accused him too. She said she was giving him an "olive"


It's Olive branch bitch. What a stupid slut. Abi is honestly my next choice for the boot, should we lose the tribal Immunity. Tonight, the vote is looking like Angie. No loss there. I've been working on getting to become the first target. The bitch offers me an alliance and then goes to offer everyone else the same one too.