OMG I am losing my mind. I hate my tribe and this game so much. (obviously I love the game but I really hate the people in it and the position I am in)

We have this challenge and it is LITERALLY just me and Betsy posting for the rejects tribe. It is utterly humiliating and I want to die. I am so embarrassed to be associated with these fools.

RANT
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ECU_BrdNS84&feature=youtu.be

Matsing Buff because us rejects are clearly gunna get demolished till it is just me and Betsy left standing. At least one of us might win then...

hahah thank you!!

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Confronted Ken asking about why I wasn't picked to be in the sausage link.

JR ain't taking any shit tonight. I need answers.
Sebou is so dead to me.

Alright, I am giving up on this challenge. There is no way we can win honestly. People on my tribe post one thing then don't come back for hours. I'm not going to sit at home waiting to post every hour since it is hopeless.

I seriously am so pissed off and don't even care anymore. Marisa is a bitch and seeing her picture on the board literally made me have to walk out of the room. She posted 2 times in the matter of 20 minutes. ARE YOU KIDDING ME. And yet, no one calls her out on it. But when I posted early by 3 minutes Eddie is on my case. Fucking done.

I just went off on my tribe kind of.

Jean-Robert: alright well im pretty sure it is inevitable we are going to lose. I am bouncing because I really don't want to sit at home waiting to post every hour since we are going to lose anyways
NaOnka Mixon: Well apparently Sebou and Dadès are working together
NaOnka Mixon: so we can vote out Abi :(
NaOnka Mixon: but I'm not voting out abi
Jean-Robert: it doesn't matter if they are working together we still could have won
NaOnka Mixon: well they are going to cut off no matter what
Jean-Robert: but we just start a new chain elsewhere
Jean-Robert: they really cant cut us off completely
Jean-Robert: im really dissapointed honestly. but there isn't anything to do now
NaOnka Mixon: I guess it happens
NaOnka Mixon: we were all busy

Seriously NaOnka... shut UP. You DIDN'T EVEN TRY. And when you did you posted a block in the fucking wrong place every time. Excuse you that you were "busy"... UM you have been online for the past couple hours yet STILL ONLY POSTED ONCE. SHUT UP OMG. I CAN'T DEAL WITH IT.

If I get voted out I really don't even care. I can not handle being on a tribe with these people anymore and they can vote me out for all I fucking care.

OMG NAONKA JUST POSTED AGAIN BUT IN THE WRONG PLACE. ARE YOU KIDDING ME. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME.

NAONKA YOU CANT BLOCK OFF THE PURPLE TRIBE.. LIKE DO YOU NOT GET THAT. THEY CAN JUST POST ELSEWHERE... WE NEED TO CONNECT OUR OWN BLOCKS TO GET POINTS DUMBASS. OMG.

No. I walked away from the computer and did some retail therapy... This game is going to make me broke.

lol when Marisa blames NaOnka for her negative reputation. I'm the one giving her negative reputation hahahahaha.

But she can blame it on NaOnka that is ok by me!

http://instagram.com/p/p-ITAPNfxW/

The real JR is in a similar situation that I am in.

fuck you bob dawg. *negates your reputation*

So this vote has already been crazy. As you all know, I really want NaOnka GONE. She is so psychotic and ridiculous you can't trust her. So me and Betsy had the plan to rope in Peter and the three of us would all vote NaOnka.

So I talked to Peter and we had a good conversation about our future in the game and ho we think we should take to a swap/merge situation ect. He agreed that NaOnka was a detriment to our tribe and so we set the vote in motion to get NaOnka gone.

WELLLLLLLL... Peter then goes and talks to ABI. He told abi that the best way to save both of them is to vote NaOnka this round. UGH PETER WHYYYY. Basically then I had Abi messaging me saying that Peter was saying the vote was NaOnka and it made her nervous and wonder if we were all still voting Peter this round or not. (Because Abi believes that me, Betsy, Nay and her are voting Peter). So then I had to do some damage control and tell Abi that I really was just giving Peter a name since he asked ect.

Abi told me that even if it was NaOnka that we wanted gone she wouldn't care and she would vote whoever. I don't know how much I believe this but I revealed to Abi that NaOnka was kind of making me question her loyalties but I was still on board with voting Peter. I don't know if this was the best thing to say to Abi because I just have no clue if her and NaOnka are tight. If they are this could be very dangerous for me because she could be telling NaOnka all of this information and they could flip and vote me out tonight.

UGH it has just been crazy. I wish Peter would have just kept his mouth shut and trusted that I was being real with him. Which I was! It just made things a little more hectic and I feel like I am walking on eggshells. In the end Abi still believes Peter is the vote tonight. Hope this is going to work out! *crosses fingers*

Also Abi posted part of her confessional in the tribal council area by mistake. It was her and Peter's conversation about how Peter told her to vote Nay. It scared me so much because I wasn't sure if she was trying to call my bullshit out or what. Luckily she realized it was posted publicly and deleted it before Nay saw. UGH


On a side not Peter has not responded to me ever since he talked to Abi so that takes me nervous. This is normal for Peter though so I'm trying not to freak out.

All went down smoothly and according to plan


Abi was a little mad I think that she was left out of the plan because "she would have voted NaOnka" but I told her I just didn't know what her relationship was with Nay and that I still have her back and not to worry. Idk if she believes me but whatever I am just happy Nay is gone and we don't have to deal with her anymore.