WELCOME TO THE FINALE, BITCHESSSSSSS

But seriously. Who would have expected me to still be here? I seriously have been surprising myself every step of the way during this journey. Remember the round Greg left? Like I seriously thought I was going to be the one voted off!! And then I never expected it to make it all the way to the final 4. Some may say I got lucky. But no. I played the right way -- the only way -- that I could being in my position. I separated myself from the right people at the right time. And I was likeable and social enough to make it to this point. Like I overcame the odds to get here, and even if I don't get the win, I'm proud of myself. But there are still two Tribal Councils left before the end, and I don't expect them to be a breeze! I think I have a good shot at making it to the end at this point, but it definitely is not guaranteed AT ALL. A lot can still go wrong. But I'm going to try to keep working it.

Leann has a final 2 deal with me, and that makes me feel a lot better because I feel like she is someone who genuinely tries to play an honest game. Jamie, I can't remember him ever promising me final 2. I feel like it has just been implied. But I have doubts that he actually wants to take me to the end. He knows I have friends on that jury, and he probably sees that as a big obstacle. I could totally see him having a final 2 alliance with John. And John is still a wildcard to me. He doesn't open himself up to talk a lot of strategy with me, and so I don't talk strategy with him either. He would be my ideal next boot because I feel comfortable with either of the other two taking me to the end. And let's face it...I'm not winning that final immunity challenge against any of these challenge whores.

I will definitely try in these upcoming challenges, but I'm not expecting to win anything. My challenge record definitely has sucked. But I feel like I'm going to try to keep being Switzerland because that has really been working for me. I mean, it got me this far afterall! I'm just super excited to have made the finale! It is gonna heat up a lot now! Buckle up, bitches! It's gonna be a bumpy ride!

THE FINAL FOUR CHALLENGE WAS THE WORST THING I'VE EVER DONE IN THE ENTIRETY OF MY LIFE AND I REFUSE TO EVER PUT MYSELF THROUGH SUCH TORTURE EVER AGAIN

I'm really nervous because I feel like they're talking and are all like, "Oh wait, Kelly has some friends on the jury..." and are probably looking to get rid of me like ASAP. It's not smart because I probably won't win that final challenge. But it is definitely a possibility that they will just take me out now. My paranoia is definitely peaking right now.

I think Jamie and Leann want to vote out John tonight. They probably see me as a weak competitor for the final challenge, but I am seriously going to go as hard as I can in the last challenge. I'll probably still suck, but I'm gonna try really hard! :P Originally, I was going to maybe push for Jamie but Leann twisted my words and ran to Jamie and said that I called him an endurance challenge threat. Um like thanks, Leann. And then she admitted that she feels that if John goes, she's in the finals no matter what. BITCH, PLEASE. I'M NOT TAKING YOU. But I'm gonna keep my fat mouth shut so I can get past this round. Once again, it is the everyone runs and tells Jamie everything game. So I'll shut up and hopefully get by like I have done for the past several rounds.