I haven't wrote a confessional but will tomorrow because these people have mentally drained me and someone has swore on one of their relatives lives and honestly it made me sick to my stomach. I feel awful that they lost a family member but to use that in an online game left a bad taste in my mouth especially because my grandpa passing was one of the hardest things I could have experienced in my life and send me into a downward spiral for a good couple months and I would never have the heart to use that in an online Survivor game. I feel bad for even posting about it but... I just can't think right now.



How I feel right now (trust me not trying to be dramatic) but that left me with a bad taste in my mouth.

The middle finger to Rich trying to bully John into thinking Todd would be leaving last round, from the famous words of Mr. Richard Hatch:

Todd will go home.
Todd will go home.
Todd will go home.
Todd will go home.
Todd will go home.

Cannot stop laughing at him.

And this is the middle finger I will continue to give him for throwing everyone under the bus:



Taking this picture has made me think of doing a video confessional if I have time. IDK IDK.

You can't tease us and then not

Bobby's right

Now you have to. Hold that middle finger up the whole time.

So last round was CRAZY. I’m soooooo glad that everything was able to work itself out though and that Ciera left, Richard played his idol and Dreamz dug his own grave basically by trusting Richard had the numbers on the vote. Couldn’t have worked out more perfect, plus I know have Kelly with me for now I would say. On Ciera’s way out, after the votes were locked in I made a minor error on telling Richard I voted for him because he was STILL being coy about his idol play so I thought me saying that would open him up more to who he actually used his idol on because I was nervous he played it on Ciera for whatever reason and he took it as disrespect. That was the most impulsive move I made because I do not have patience and I should’ve just waited for the results to go up but oh well. Richard is a nut-fucking-case anyway and he takes everything so seriously. This round I have been the only one who has been straight up with him and he gets mad because I don’t agree with him keeping him around. Each round he stays the more leverage he’ll have to make a move and final 9/7 are dangerous rounds because people pull moves those rounds typically in Survivor, thankfully I see Laura being pulled from the game if she self-votes again which means final 9 will be out of the picture, gives me a better shot of getting what I need done and staying even if I don’t get immunity.

He also sends me like 50 IMs literally in a row (flashbacks of how Ciera IMs people) and when I straight up tell him I’m comfortable where I’m at he gets livid and says I’m disrespecting him and that I will not get his vote in the end then minutes later says he said it because he was mad and if I played a good game and got there he would consider because he respects game. I’m so fucking tired of Richard acting like a huge fucking cry baby in this game, being a huge hypocrite and saying he’s going to give up and then that he’s not and then that he is. Make up your mind, dude! Then he tells me he wants to be a social worker because he wants to help people yet in every single conversation is the most passive-aggressive person I have met and does he not think people compare notes. I’m so sick of his ass.

I saw Richard wasn’t trying for immunity so honestly I was feeling sick/had class the other day so I didn’t even try for immunity because I didn’t want to put a bigger target on my back when the target should be going home anyway, just wouldn’t make sense to me. Chet ended up winning in the tie breaker and Dreamz either let Chet win because he’s trying to garner favor which is smart (because he knows he isn’t leaving this round) or because he just had work the next morning and needed to get to sleep. I don’t know. I also cleared it up with people after I spoke to Dreamz that Laura did indeed self-vote and that Dreamz was the other vote against Todd. So Richard tried to save himself like I said last minute and was throwing EVERYONE under the bus so I was showing people what he said, Leann showed me that he told her the same exact thing and he honestly kept shooting himself in the foot and he swore on someone’s grave which is kind of pathetic. It’s an online game, dude. Not that serious. He told me I would be fucked when times come soon here because I’m too well-liked and people are threatened by me so they’ll make a move. I feel more confident with the other people and my final 2 with John than keeping him in the game but I of course couldn’t say that. But I think everyone is on board to vote him out even Dreamz (voting in the minority again when his ass is on the line next week would be dumb). Kelly should be voting that way too and she even agreed keeping him around would give him more time to work people.

John and I are trying to slowly make a final 4 deal with a combination of us, Dave and possibly Leann or Chet. I don’t know if I would want Leann or Chet in the final 4 but we will see when that times comes, overplaying is what gets people in trouble and I’m not about to do that. Kelly also approached me about a final 4 of her, me, Todd and Dave which seems fine but Todd also doesn’t want Dave here and possibly wants to make a move next round. He isn’t going to have the numbers to do that though and he better not bring my name into it because I will be so livid but I just smiled and nodded and got him to the point where he was like alright we will think about it more when time gets near. He is going to vote Richard out too but was telling me he doesn’t think it’s smart to this round, well it is for my game right now - I don’t care what Richard promised me. I feel confident with my other ties and Richard is the type of player who will stop at NOTHING. I can’t have that around at all. And flip-flopping every round would just put a target on my back and lose trust with everyone, not going that route. Todd finally hushed about keeping Richard and I basically told him us going for Richard to stay is going to make no one trust us and he threw everyone under the bus anyway. I love Todd but his plans sometimes are so one-note and not well thought out enough to execute. You can’t just have a target, you have to have a plan to get that target out too and he plays way too emotionally. Ugh.

LASTLY, I WILL DO A VIDEO CONFESSIONAL I’M SURE NEXT ROUND. Had to type that in caps, lol. I would do it right now but I have a ton of homework and have a test coming up and I’ll be in and out for the rest of the day but enjoy the middle finger for now.

Boo, the middle finger was for you disliking one of my previous posts. Kidding, you're awesome.

Omg my poor fingers having to type all of this for nothing.

Jamie Newton:
Ugh someone probably kidnapped Laura, I hope she's okay!
John Cody:
omg she's in brazil don't people get kidnapped there a lot
Jamie Newton:
omg yes
John Cody:
hope shes okay
someone check Richard's closet

#anotherweekwithrich