So i really fucked myself over good here people. Sunday night the shit royally hit the fan and like a half hour before votes were due i found out all of a sudden that

1. Rich is a lying fucking liar who's been lying to me all fucking game
AND
2. Jamie is a lying fucking liar who's been lying to me all fucking game

So while im sitting here an hour before the vote looking like a jack off because i think John is going home. Rich and Jamie had been plotting all day how to get each other's number 2 out of the game.

And of course i finally get all the information like ten minutes before votes were due, and at that point i had to make a split second decision on who to vote out.

Rich was telling me that he had the votes to get rid of Todd and I felt like i didnt want to end up on the wrong side of the numbers so i changed my vote to Todd at the last second effectively fucking myself in the ass for the rest of the game.

Not only did i turn on Jamie who i felt like i was closest to up to the point in the game i found out he was a lying fucking liar (see above) but i also turned on Todd who i actually like in this game and is a cool guy.

And who did i turn on them for? CRAZY ASS CIERA and SCUMBAG RICH

What the fuck was i thinking? I dont even know. This is going to be a long road back. If i have any magic left in this giant dick of mine now's the time to squirt it out on everyone. But in the meantime ole uncle Dreamz be packing his shit up.

It would be fucking awesome if Laura didn't show up to vote tonight. If Richard sticks around another round that gives me more time to try to reestablish myself in the game.

Right now time is my biggest enemy, the faster things go the more likely i am to get fucked in a hurry. The longer i can stretch things out the more time i'll have to have conversations with everyone (even though everyone has seem to found holes to hide in instead of talking on AIM) and find a little bit of a foothold in the game.

At this point im really not optimistic about staying longer than 2-3 rounds tops but I'm gonna keep fighting like a mother fucker to stick around.