So I'm not participating in the immunity challenge. I'm in grad school and I have my internship today so I couldn't stay up all night especially with the every 5 minute requirement. So I've decided to just not do it at all. I hope it tells the others that I "have given up" and that I'm not someone they should take aim at this round. I mean I don't have anyone left in the game that I can trust and no one wants to play ball, so my only chance is to act like I've given up.

I dunno if it will work. I'm pretty sure it'll be me this round. We'll see.

So I've made my rounds to everyone letting them know how I know I'm going, that I have no hard feelings, and that I'm rooting for them. Of course that's all a crock of shit. I hope most of these idiots lose horribly due to their own stupidity to not act sooner. I mean they're getting rid of me when I have absolutely no one left in the game. I don't see how I'm much of a threat. But it is what it is. I'm just saying these things in hopes that someone decides that this the right time to make a big move. Do I think it'll happen? No. I think everyone is set in stone and it's my swan song. It was worth the shot.

Water off a duck's back. Water off a duck's back.

I wonder the chances of Laura self voting again and getting expelled. Would that save me? Maybe. Hopefully. <3 lol.

Even though I'm not the best player this season, I think I have to have one of the best story lines of this season. Getting a slow start in the game.. going from the low man on the totem pole to in a power position on my tribe. The switch destroying my alliance in one fell swoop. The switch at the Brig that saved me. Ciera playing her idol buying us some time. Now Laura being expelled. I mean I am constantly narrowly escaping the vote. I'm a cat with 9 lives.

It is going to be an uphill battle to get to the end. I don't even know if I'll survive this round. My fingers are crossed that Laura is just expelled. Final 9 is a turning point. Maybe something can happen. It also gives me a better shot at immunity.

Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming.

And the governor called and I was given a stay of execution!