I have a feeling I'm fucked. The ironic part is it is because I'm perceived as being close with Rich and Ciera when I've been trying to turn on Ciera this whole goddamn time.

Here I am. Guilty by association. Being screwed by other people's mistakes in this game. Lame.

Do you have a plan going forward?

I'm trying but I'm kind of stuck in a bad position. And Todd signed off and he was my shot to tie. So I don't know. I think I'm kind of screwed at this point.

Jamie is such a skeez by the way....an ass-kissing skeez. He will kiss your ass until he has to vote you out and then just make up lame excuses as to why you're going and try to make you look like the bad guy in the whole situation. My first impression of him in my confessional was that he was faker than press-on nails. My first impression was right.

I basically tried to sell my soul to Jamie and it probably won't do anything. I predicted that being associated with Ciera would negatively impact my game. I just wish I would've lost an immunity challenge sooner and we could have taken her out and gotten rid of that negative stigma. Like I'm honestly confused and I feel hopeless at this point. I don't know what else I could do to pull myself out of this crappy position.

The difference between Dreamz and I is that I actually AM willing to kiss ass to stay in this game. Hopefully his outburst at Tribal Council scores me a few points. I'm in self-preservation mode at this point.

People are back to playing the "ignore Kelly game."

Okay, so the people playing right now genuinely suck. Like I hope to God I am on the jury so I can crucify them at the final tribal council for how horrendously they are playing their social games right now. And all this because people think I'm with Rich and Ciera. It's so ironic and I predicted this would happen. I deserve better, honestly.

I've been told that the vote is for Dreamz. But I'm not banking on it. They probably told me that to avoid any sort of tie scenario.

And now Todd is pissy because I "threw him under the bus". Um no, you threw yourself under the bus, sweetie.

Lol apparently I'm staying?