I have WAY too much to write about the happenings of the boot, the hotmess after it that I had to quickly clean up and get people back in line (I seriously feel like a babysitter sometimes) and the conversations we have all had about both sides possibly throwing this challenge. I don't have time this morning to recap it and give it justice and it deserves justice (with chatlogs and all that) so I just will post this so I have a place-setting for this round plus I need to post this .gif to cry about Dan's boot.



That is my reaction to Ciera idoling out Dan. I will get you Ciera, just you wait and I will hunt down Richard as well. My mission will not be over until I completely dismantle the already fragile social environment you've placed yourself in with your volatile Hitler-esque mentality. And the war begins, folks. Sit down grab your popcorn and get ready for one hell of a show.

Dave and Ciera's list for the challenge provided to me by Dave:

Oh wait, that was just Dave's list. Here is Ciera's:

Kelly showed me this conversation between Todd and herself, Todd possibly trying to stage a coup against me. Not so fast Todd, I will ruin you. I seriously am so livid - I have dragged him through this game. He is such a negative nancy and bitches about everything and acts like a child and he's approaching 40. I'm not trying to be a douchebag, but, seriously? At least I have ammo to use against Todd right now. I just sent him a PM saying "Kelly told me you were asking if Dreamz would vote for me" like are you fucking kidding me, Todd? Lol. Hopefully this makes him fearful and I can put on one helluva acting show and bring emotions into it. I think I got Kelly to stick with voting for Dreamz though to make me that much more safe.

Like...



Here is the conversation between Kelly and Todd that Kelly showed me:
Todd Herzog: (12:10:49 AM) i think the Dan vote made OldLugata realize that we are all targets and need to stick together…ironically I am not part of that plan, ha
Kelly Goldsmith: (12:10:51 AM) i thought I was close with Jamie but apparently not
Todd Herzog: (12:11:05 AM) girl everyone is close with Jamie
Todd Herzog: (12:11:12 AM) he's a real charmer
Kelly Goldsmith: (12:11:26 AM) yeah
Kelly Goldsmith: (12:11:28 AM) i should've figured.
Todd Herzog: (12:12:02 AM) i'm sorry
Todd Herzog: (12:12:07 AM) i got played too - no hate, ha
just now
Todd Herzog: (12:12:49 AM) well how close are you with dreamz?
Todd Herzog: (12:13:03 AM) because you are't getting Greg or Leann for sure
Kelly Goldsmith: (12:13:24 AM) I'm pretty close with Dreamz
Kelly Goldsmith: (12:13:29 AM) I think he'd vote with me
Kelly Goldsmith: (12:13:35 AM) he'll be pissed to see the challenge was thrown
Todd Herzog: (12:14:16 AM) but would he vote Jamie, he likes him
Kelly Goldsmith: (12:14:28 AM) I'm not sure

I've used that gif so many times in ORGs, brownie points!

So last round Ciera randomly freaks out about the boot, plays her idol and sends Dan out of the game. Apparently Ciera thought Dan was the glue that was holding Lugata together, I know she sees original Lugata as me being closer with Todd, Leann and Greg being a couple and then with Dave/Todd somewhere on the bottom even though she connected Todd with me and then Dan being the glue that held it all together. Too funny, she is so delusional she is also the one who freaked out when all the girls were leaving that there was an all guys alliance… like seriously? Yes, Ciera, all the guys are aligned because we give each other handies in the bushes out here. Get new material and please stop your try-hard villainous role, you’re on the bottom and not trusted by people because of your actions - no one else’s. You’re bossy and annoying. Omg and thank you Gnarls Barkley for giving me the perfect quote to sum up my thoughts on Ciera:

“Come on now, who do you, who do you, who do you, who do you think you are,
Ha ha ha bless your soul
You really think you're in control

Well, I think you're crazy
I think you're crazy
I think you're crazy”

ANYWAY. Dan ended up leaving because Richard and Ciera voted the same way and right when the TC results were posted not even minutes later Ciera messaged me on AIM with “lol oops!” like bitch, please. You do not scare me and Richard doesn’t either, he then started to tell me he loved “that bitch” now, bitch obviously referring to Ciera, their cockiness over that one move was too hilarious - keep digging your graves. I so wish John, Chet, Dave and Dan split the votes but of course they felt confident but overconfidence in this game is what is going to throw you into a shitty position. I also have been watching a ton of Nikita and I’ve decided to name the evil, obnoxious alliance of Richard and Ciera “Division” because they’re my enemies and I’m obviously the Nikita of this game. And I really don’t think people will team up with those two because they can’t be trusted. Not even as a shield. Division is not a shield, it’s a sword. And it bleeds everything it touches.

So before the challenge, I know this is lame for the hosts and viewers because the hosts put in so much dedication and their free time to create these challenges and such plus it’s boring for the viewers at the time people were talking about throwing it. I came up with the idea to my tribe that we should throw the challenge because we didn’t want to risk losing Dave (never know where the other idol is, they don’t have enough secure votes to split the votes and of course I wanted John to be completely safe but couldn’t out-right say that). Dave and John both feel they may have Laura in their pocket but honestly it’s better to be safe than sorry and so Greg was naive enough to think he could grab all the people before merge that were alone to help the original Lugata tribe take over so he told Ciera about our plan to throw the challenge. Like, what the hell? How does revealing that information help us at all.

Ciera then told Richard who then told Dreamz and I of course denied my involvement at that point and then ran to Greg and confronted him. He was at least honest with me about it and explained his rationale behind it and it was still dumb in my point of view. We gain nothing from that but people are playing selfishly so I’m not forgetting that. I basically told him us trusting Hatch or Ciera with any information was going to give them ammo against us and we need numbers for the merge, if we do not have numbers we will be screwed come the merge and he told me that he was absolutely thankful I was straight up with him and basically told him how it was because most people don’t do that. Lol, I made sure that he didn’t take it the wrong way but I’m not going to let people go behind people’s backs if I can help it, if people know I know what they’re talking about then it makes them fearful in making a move against me for now at least. I think this helped me connect with Greg a little more but I have an itching feeling that he is super close to Leann so I’m not keeping my eyes off that just yet and I can tell Greg probably sees me as a future threat. He did reveal to me that he played in a past Sausage Island game though, he didn’t tell me who he was but maybe I can find that out from piecing together the information of him being in a past game, visiting the FE board and him revealing he will be hosting a mafia game soon. I’m definitely going to investigate that board some more and see what I can dig up.

So Richard also asked me if I was throwing it and I told him not but I heard he was and he told me he was thinking about it, like I don’t owe you anything Richard and of course I’m not going to be honest with you. You think I’m a threat and taking out possibly allies of yours this round was key like even though Kelly likes me and she could be a valuable asset in this game to me and Todd is a scheming whore I have to go along with “super loyal Lugata alliance member” until I possibly can make some moves with John. I sort of trust Dreamz too and I feel like some other people do as well but I’ve been with him longer than the other people so hopefully that’ll work to my advantage and not against me. Plus John is close with Chet who was pissed off with me from last round but hopefully we can get past that but I have some time to truly work that relationship and with John’s help it could be smoothed over so I’m not freaking out. The key is to be confident in this game and show it so people don’t question your motives or you in general. John is also close to Leann because Leann figured out John’s real identity which is going to help us in the future but I haven’t given up mine only John knows it which puts me in a pretty great spot. So yeah basically this challenge was thrown because even though Kelly may be with me she hasn’t been on AIM to communicate with me, only told me about everything else when she knew was in danger and such and it’s just been a gigantic mess. Laura is a wildcard and I don’t want to risk the chance of losing another solid ally and John is trying to get closer to Dave which could turn us into a possibly threesome alliance in the future which is better to keep there instead of risking one of them going home for Kelly. This also is the second time I have saved Dreamz so that truly helps my relationship there even more.

Anyway, we lost and Todd got on and started acting like a cry baby about it and I think I calmed him down. At first Leann said she wanted to vote for Kelly (she obviously doesn’t want Dreamz mad at her) and I did the same I went running and before we left I’m like alright I’ll vote Kelly if that is cool and she said that she was doing the same. Perfect, except I knew Todd wouldn’t want to vote for Dreamz and I was right about that so when I told Todd that Leann said for him to vote for Dreamz he got livid so I told Leann that Todd wanted to vote for Kelly and if she would be fine with that and she said yeah, I’ll vote for Dreamz. PERFECT SO FAR, RIGHT? Todd voting for Kelly like he wanted to at the beginning of this round and me doing it as well because there’s no way I’m going to vote for Dreamz - I would lose all trust with him. That’s where my villainous side comes into play, I want my other allies to have severed ties with people so even though they know I’m a social threat I have evidence that I have never went after them myself (people outside of the Lugata tribe). Buuuut then Kelly logs in and I’m pretty much upfront with her that she is going most likely and then she runs to Todd and bitches on how they’re all giving me the game, like seriously, Kelly. It is final 12 we have a lot of game left and you’re already trying to throw me under the bus with that old tactic, I can’t be mad though she was trying to save herself and I did kind of fuck her over and I do adore her but it’s a game so her doing it was fair game - I’m not going to sit here and be a hypocrite about it.

Of course I couldn’t say that publicly or to her so I just pretended to act, shocked, confused, hurt and all of that jazz. She kept asking us if there was anyway for her to stay safe and I basically was being coy with my responses and told her I would ask around, Leann and myself decided that we would just tell her to vote for Dreamz to make us that much more safe come the vote so the vote could possibly be 3-3 if no one is lying about their votes because we plan on splitting the votes. Todd and I for Kelly and then Greg/Leann for Dreamz. Hopefully Kelly and Dreamz won’t compare notes and they’ll vote for each other as they both feel close to me or at least did. I may just tell Kelly last second that people ended up just going with her as the boot so she doesn’t further incriminate me and try to get Dreamz against me, sometimes honesty can go a long way but I can’t be honest about it until right up until tribal if I was because that would give her time to pull a possible coup. Speaking of a coup, Kelly sent me a chat log that basically was in my last post about how Todd was fishing around to see if Dreamz and her would vote me. I messaged him about it on the board and he responded back with this after I pretended to be soooo hurt by it. Here is the PM he sent back below:

“In case I don't see you.

I want to explain...you and I have said we wanted to get as much info as possible out of people. I wanted to see how much Kelly knew AND if we could actually trust Dreamz. I was trying to get her to feel comfortable enough to tell me if one of them had the idol. If you look at the conversation I was not trying to get her to vote anyone of us, I was seeing where her head was leaning. Unless she changed some stuff. If you want I can send you the convo I have as well and you can compare.

I know it might look like I was trying to bail...but I am not. I am absolutely with you and Leann...and for now Greg and Dave ha. It's important to me that you believe that.

Leave me a message on here or AIM if you can. I don't want you to be upset.”

That made me feel a little better plus his post at tribal council but we will see. I am about to engage in a conversation with him right now on AIM as he just responded back and I’m speaking with Dreamz now I just need to make sure I keep tending to my relationships. And Kelly/Hatch have been telling me I have the best social game, I’m the biggest threat and that people are handing the game to me. It’s so annoying and they’re just trying to get people to start thinking of me. Yeah maybe talking to everyone wasn’t the best plan as it turned out this way for me but honestly it gives me more options rather than if I’m in a bind people think I’m only talking to them because I’m in a bind plus I don’t even talk to Hatch or Ciera much at all or Laura or Chet. I don’t see how that qualifies as everyone especially when half of them message me first outside of my alliances.

Sorry for the long post, I just rant and rant and rant! I’ll add some great conversation logs in a little bit here from this round, just wanted to get this posted.

Holy fuck that is long.



Oh well.

I love you and your rants. ❤

I love you too, lets bang.

And Kelly messages me again while she is on invisible. Awkward, I just wish these people would stop messaging me because I'm not saying incriminating stuff.

Fuck, I wish Ciera went home last round that would've given me sooooo many more options. I feel TERRIBLE about writing Kelly's name down over Dreamz especially since I know more people on my tribe are closer to Dreamz than Kelly maybe if this ties we can just vote out Dreamz? But then again I think Dreamz trusts me 100% and Kelly could be my link to Rich so he wouldn't come after me but that's too dangerous and I think both trusted me or at least did. Plus I think I broke Kelly's trust already, why wouldn't she turn on me if I kept her? Plus my tribe would be pissed if I didn't vote how I said I would. I hate having so many options like this because it makes every decision hard as fuck. Feeling all this though makes me realize even though I can be villainous I have a huge heart deep down inside. I LOVE YOU KELLY.

Maybe throwing this challenge was stupid as fuck on my part, we will see later on in the game. I just didn't want to risk Dave or John (who I trade information with about tons of shit) to have a chance of going home. Damn you possible idols.

OH MY GOD. I may be fucking crazy but shit may turn the fuck around this tribal council.

Jamie Newton @ 31/1/2014 17:44

OH MY GOD. I may be fucking crazy but shit may turn the fuck around this tribal council.

Explain!

I'll explain in detail after I figure this all out but Kelly, Dreamz, Todd, Rich, Ciera and myself may team up. Leann and Greg are shady as fuck and I know they've been subtly throwing my name under the bus.