Switched again. I feel alright about the tribe I'm on. We have 2 of each original tribe. I have been playing up the whole "I'm an outcast, a misfit, and I'm very flexible in what I'm willing to do" angle. I really don't have a group and I don't really have an alliance. I trust people here and there, but its nothing solid. I trust Kelly and I trust Greg to a degree. That's it. Those aren't even concrete plans. Just people that I feel like I can trust.

My plan is to target Dan and Dave. The original Lugata tribe has 6 members. They haven't lost a single person since the original switch and they currently make up almost half the entire cast. That's a problem. While I don't think they're all aligned in a close knit group, it is still a bond that ties them together in some form. It's dangerous and we have to start knocking them down a peg before the merge comes.

A merge is going to be really interesting when it happens. I don't have any loyalty to my original tribe. I think Ciera is a bossy bitch who doesn't have my best interests at heart. I cannot have a decent conversation with Dreamz. He's too immature. The only person I like is Kelly.

I would ideally like to build a group of misfits or the broken toys, lol. People that aren't really in the majority alliance but want to turn on the people that are. I think of these people like Laura, Greg, etc. We'll see how things go. I just have to play very carefully and play up the free agent aspect.

Why do all these tribal councils have to be so up in the air? I was so confident that it was Dan going home up until like an hour ago. Ciera messaged me kinda freaking out asking if she's being blindsided and to just be up front with her. So now she has me paranoid about everything. Like I don't care if they end up voting out Ciera. It's a stupid move for John and Chet. But I don't have any soft spot for Ciera. I would just be disappointed that I didn't have the chance to write down her name. It also means that I'm most likely next. The person who isn't included in the plans is usually the one next in line for the firing squad.

I dunno. I hope this is all in Ciera's head. If it's not it could be her or it could be me. We both could hold an idol so they could be trying to flush anything out. I told Dave that I was playing mine (LOL - even though I don't have one) because Ciera freaked me out. I figure maybe this would scare them into changing their vote if they were in fact voting for me. If they're not, I'll just cover my lie next round somehow.

Why can't they just be easy? Lugata = 6 out of 13. If Ciera or I go. It's 6 out of 12. HALF THE FUCKING CAST. Survivor is a numbers game. Don't be fucking stupid people.