I see there wasn't a specific question for me in there (I watched it like 3 times to make sure) but I'll probably comment on the video in a bit. Did you only want John to answer a question then? Just clarifying.

When I was telling you in the game that you were the person I cherished the most on our tribe of course I was bullshitting you, I sensed you were being a sneaky player behind my back and because of this even if you believed it or not I had to fabricate my true feelings toward our relationship. Even if it was not believable to you, putting it out there I felt made me have a better chance of at least covering my ass with you rather than just simply dancing around the subject rather than avoid saying anything to you at that point. I obviously knew what you were saying to people behind my back thanks to the relationships I put time and effort into, Dreamz came to me the round we were thinking of throwing the challenge and basically told me that you were going around telling the other tribe (Richard and Ciera) what our plans were. Red flag right there on top of me already having iffy feelings about where your loyalties really were in this game. Ciera told Richard who told Dreamz who then told me and then I went to you. I could have hid this information from you but I didn’t because I felt secure in my relationship with Dreamz enough at that point from the previous tribal council where I saved him and booted PG.

Coming to you and telling you about the information I gathered from Dreamz was to clue you into knowing that I knew you were becoming shady and like you said I kind of left you with your “dick stuck in the door”. This also in my opinion was a way where I could let people know, you in this instance that information traveled back to me somehow depending on the party the person was speaking with allowing me to feel more comfortable that people would be scared to throw out more ideas out there for people to take an opportunist approach on since I was labeled as a threat for being “mr. nice guy” as you stated via your video. In addition in the video you state that you most likely would have stuck with Lugata but at that point it didn’t matter you were thinking about going against me and that alone is dangerous, especially to leave someone in the game as the numbers dwindle down leaving them with more of a chance to orchestrate the move in the first place because your chances of making it happen would have skyrocketed, especially if you fed the idea to Richard and Ciera (who had idols, although Richard found one later on in the game). Richard and Ciera’s numbers were plummeting at that point and if they had an opportunity to work with someone like you who was willing to make moves like that - it made you dangerous more my game point blank.

I wanted to be the person who had the options open from either side where I could pretty much go with whatever was best for me in each and every round and with someone like you there it would have made it more difficult. I said in my confessionals many times that I didn’t trust you so like I stated previously, yeah I bullshit you, yes I bullshitted people but that is Survivor and I felt even though Dreamz was a member of the old Gwad tribe he wasn’t as close to Richard where it would hurt my game to keep him in it and I knew I had a stronger relationship with the both of them than you on a personal level which would help me more than someone like you being in my game plans. Also to state the record straight, I 100% do not believe I’m a hero, believe me or not (the proof is in the pudding - my confessional states round after round how ruthless I played) because whether people like it or not I played the best game for one person only: Jamie. Playing the game for myself obviously would have me ruffle feathers but that’s the name of the game and if I had to backstab to give myself the best chance to get to the end and win I was going to take it and I did or I wouldn’t be sitting here. I’m not sorry for what I did in the game because it’s a game, yes the relationships with people I built were genuine but I would be lying if I said I regretted any of the moves I made because I’m in the final 2 which was my goal and I reached it.