A quick recap of that vote while we're waiting for results.

It was a clusterfuck, obviously. Half an hour before deadline Jeremiah threw Woo and I under the bus to everyone, claiming that we were with Liz/Neal/Kenny. So apparently Jenna is freaking out to Hunter, so Hunter was like "HOPE YOU HAVE TO TALK TO JENNA RIGHT NOW BECAUSE YOU'RE GOING TO GET VOTES" so I was like FUCK so I had to go to Jenna and be like I SWEAR TO GOD IT'S NOT TRUE! It was so awkward because it totally exposed that Hunter was telling me everything and idk, it was weird. So then Jenna starts an eight person chat, leaving Jeremiah out, because Rita says that Jeremiah is voting Jenna with LNK. So in that chat we decide Mushu votes Kenny, everyone else votes Neal, and LNK + probably Jeremiah vote Jenna and worst case it's a 3 way tie. So we're getting ready to do that, and all of a sudden Nick sends me this:

"Nick Maiorano (17:56:41): Please don't say anything but the four mushus need to vote Neal
Nick Maiorano (17:57:21): Kenny is about to idol and I think 3 votes are coming for either you or woo. I don't have time to explain everything but you'll be fine if you 4 vote for Neal"

At the same time, he tells Hunter that there's a group chat with him/Jeremiah/Nat/Rita/Jenna, and those four don't trust me and Woo and are changing their votes to Kenny instead so Mushu has to do Neal. So we all switched our votes and I was freaking the fuck out and Woo was pissed because he only showed up a few minutes before deadline so he had no idea what was going on and Rachel and I were both confused and Hunter was making everything super complicated and ALSO had been telling me for at least an hour that I was probably getting votes.

And then like... it turned out to be so straight forward. Which was almost worse.

So now it's bad. Because Neal and Liz were never not voting Jenna, I guess. And now Jer/Rita/Jenna/Nat are pissed because Mushu changed their votes--which is SUPER HYPOCRITICAL BECAUSE THEY DID IT FIRST AND WE ONLY DID BECAUSE THEY DID--and we can't even tell them WHY we did it because that'd be throwing Nick under the bus. Like we actually completely trusted them to vote how they said they were going to, so it's kind of ironic that they're mad at us for being shady about it when actually we were the naive ones. But there's nothing we can do about it without betraying Nick, who actually made things worse when he was trying to make it better.

Talking to Liz and Neal after was so hard. Liz had a complete meltdown on me. For literally hours. It was awful.

At the same time I have Neal coming at me with, "So are you voting me out tomorrow? What are you doing next? Are you going to vote for me?" Meanwhile they're leaving Woo alone completely. I must be the weak one in the herd.

The thing is, though, that Hunter, Rachel, and Woo all want to work with them. I also would really like to. I'm just worried that they are going to be out for revenge, of course. Like how do we all trust each other again after all this? On the real show, is it a normal thing for half of an alliance to get left out of an idol play? I know that sometimes people tell absolutely nobody, but do they ever just tell half their allies? I'm just so curious-- were we wrong here? I wish I could poll you guys :P

So now most of the game doesn't trust me. I have Woo, Hunter, Rachel, and Nick. At least that's almost enough to tie something, though. Although Nick won't go near Liz and Neal, he's out for blood. Not sure where to go from here, but I'm sure the horribly awful questions in this challenge are about to shake some things up. :P

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Who is the prime AS pick? Who do you trust with your life? Who has made the most friends?

I legitimately don't remember the last time I got answers in a majority rules challenge. Generally I prefer to not get any, but at least they weren't as bad as Hunter's, hahaha. <3

I WAS ACCIDENTALLY THE ONLY ONE TO VOTE FOR JEREMIAH FOR MOST ANNOYING EXCEPT HE DID TOO AND IT TIED FOR MOST I AM SUCH A DUMBASS

Just went ALL in with Neal. I don't know if that was really smart or really fucking stupid. This is either our chance to take the game back or the end of the line, I don't even fucking know. The only chance I have is that Nick is a fucking ANGEL who I love to death and is a solid plant on the other side, and he should tell me if Neal has run his mouth to them. I have no fucking idea what's going to happen if Neal does do that, because Nick doesn't know about us trying to scoop up Liz and Neal because he haaaaates them, but ummmm.... we'll cross that bridge if we come to it.

I don't know what to think. I hope Liz and Neal are telling the truth. But as of right now, if they're not, I think it's Woo's ass on the line. They're both going so far out of their way to make us feel safe. Is it genuine? It SEEMS like it but I don't fucking know. I want it to be. If not, not only will my feelings be hurt but I'll be genuinely devastated about losing Woo. I just don't know. :(