Hey wassup hello
I'm currently at my new internship and I have nothing to do so I'm going to type a confessional on my phone because why not.

So the first thing that we need to cover is the vote during round 11. Basically everyone decided to hold all their cards really close to their vest and not offer anyone as a target for hours and hours and hours. Then, about an hour before the deadline, Kenny's name started coming up from an unknown source. That spread around and most people seemed to agree that it was hard to socialize with Kenny especially compared to others. Now, the problem was that Kenny was apart of the alliance that had formed on NuMushu, and then added Neal at merge (me, Neal, Ken, Liz, Hope and Woo). When Kenny came up as the target and then found out about this, I tried to like communicate with that alliance and figure something out as a countering vote. Tbh I was pretty locked in to vote Kenny anyway but I wanted to see if there was any alternative solution that we could come up with: after all there is safety in numbers and if we have a decent group of 6 then why not roll with it? So I'm attempting to chat with our "alliance" about possibilities and basically NO one was talking in the group chat. I talked a little bit with Kenny and Neal on the side but they didn't really offer any major solution to the problem at hand. Liz was missing in action. Woo and Hope were both in the same position that I was, and resigned themselves to voting for Kenny because no plan was being organized by our so called alliance. The three of us definitely felt bad about doing so, but there was literally no solution presented and it was the only thing to do at that point.

Of course, Kenny whipped out his idol and negated ten votes against him. But the interesting thing here was that Neal and Liz both voted for Jaison with Kenny, thus suggesting that those three were a tight group and that me, Hope and Woo would be at the bottom later on in the game. Like I don't understand how you try to form an alliance but then not actively communicate with the people in your alliance?? Like they didn't even TELL us that they were voting for Jaison and give us any inkling of what to do. It was really infuriating and I basically knew at that point that I would need to move on to better things with the people that you know, actually talk to me on a regular basis??

Congrats on the internship