Not gonna lie, KIND of a lame use of an idol? Like there was the six of us, plus Jenna would have voted for Nick, she was just waiting to be told what to do but Neal never told her. So they could have had a 7-6 vote, had a majority where we could have then started picking off the six in the minority, AND still had an idol in our hands.

AND Neal sit there and let me talk about how we were going to have to vote Kenny out. But the worst part was that Liz is on a trip right, and she BEGGED me to keep her safe, promised me the world, has been acting so terrified that she's in so much danger and I'm the key to her safety and she trusts me so much, so when it started looking like Kenny I literally told her look, you HAVE to tell me where you stand, no bullshit, I need to know so I can help. But she never told me. She said she'd vote Kenny. She totally played me after letting me think that I was this close personal friend of hers that she was super tight with, meanwhile letting me vote for one of our allies because I thought I had no other choice. I wonder how much Neal and Kenny know about her situation, and how much they are the "only ones" she trusts to keep her safe these next few days. Okay, Liz. I get it now.

So yeah Woo and I aren't happy about that idol play. That seems so stupid. We were completely with them, they should have told us, but instead they made it completely clear where their inner circle is and completely showed their hand that they don't trust us. So okay, fine. Now we don't trust them. Working on setting up something with Natalie. Losing Jaison fucking sucks but it's probably a good thing that that vote happened when it did before we got any deeper into the game. At least now there's still time to adjust before we were completely fucked. An Anaira SHOULD be going next. Fingers crossed.

LIKEDDDDDDDDD

Oh wow, without a Hope picture, it's my lucky day :P

So Woo and I made an alliance with Natalie and Nick, that's step one. Should be pretty easy to get Hunter and Rachel involved from there. Kenny is saying they want to vote Jenna (which is interesting considering Liz is really tight with her?) so if they all vote Jenna, Jenna votes someone else, and then we all vote Rita, it would be 6-5-1. That would protect us from an idol play, in case they decide to play one on Jenna. We already know she doesn't have one unless she found the merge idol already, since Ozzy had their group's, but someone could pass it to her or play it on her I guess.

We'll seeeee. This is such a pivotal round. One way or another an Anaira needs to go.

I am like so sure I'm getting idoled out tonight lol

Sooo Hunter and Woo don't trust each other at all and it's getting difficult to keep them together. It's funny because if they both just calmed down they'd be fine, they're both just paranoid about each other even though I really think they don't need to be. So frustrating. :P

Fuuuck Neal and everyone might actually be genuine about voting Jenna? I don't fucking know, it's so hard to say. Excluding Woo's and my votes, right now it's supposedly 4 votes Jenna, 6 votes one of Liz/Neal/Kenny.

Yeah no, I don't believe it. I don't believe they're voting for Jenna. Liz told me previously that she wouldn't vote for Kenny or Jenna, then she told me she'd vote for Kenny, then didn't. Why would this round be different? Why is she suddenly completely and totally fine with voting Jenna? Why would I believe that again? There's no way. I wonder if they're trying to split the vote 5-4-3 or something-- Liz/Kenny/Neal/Jenna/Jer vs Rachel/Rita/Nick/Nat vs Woo/Hunter/me? Because Kenny went to Hunter about voting Jenna and Hunter told him he was down, so supposedly that gives us a majority of 7, but Neal doesn't want to tell anyone else about it. I don't know. Plus Liz is being so fucking weird. Something is totally up.

Woo and Hunter are battling over whether or not to split the votes. Woo says no, Hunter says yes. Meanwhile there's like 45 minutes left till deadline. Still pretty sure they're playing an idol and I'm leaving tonight. Fuck.

Jeremiah just threw Woo and I under the bus hardcore. Fuck.

Lol I'm so fucked. Jeremiah told Jenna so then Hunter told me I had to go talk to Jenna because she was freaking out about me, but now everyone knows about it. And I barely know Jenna so why would she believe me? Probably this whole vote is turned on me if it wasn't already and fuuuuuuuuck