Alina @ 23/6/2016 20:53

Theres a natalie in the game?

Funny that you're saying I bored people into sleep, when I ironically went to sleep so I didn't have to endure your attempts at campaigning to stay in the game. Regardless, you have no awareness of anything that I did in the game so you have no right to try and call me out on anything. Clearly you're trying to cause a stir in the ponderosa so that you can make some sort of ~impact~. Everyone can see that, but I don't feel the need to do so. I've said my piece and I'll leave it at that. I'd end this post with a few exclamation marks, but then I'd run the risk of coming across too contrived and fake.

I guarantee you I didn't sleep through the game, in contrast to that a lot of things that happened in the last few rounds wouldn't have happened if it wasn't for the connections I'd made with people and viewers know this, lol. You're just making yourself look more delusional than you actually are, which I didn't think was possible.

That's because everyone else saw me as a non-threat, which was my plan all along. I'm not afraid to admit that I wasn't an over the top player, because if I was an OTT player, then I would've came across abrasive like you, and I would've been the merge boot. I played well within my means and didn't try to turn everyone against someone who was well liked by everyone when I didn't have a leg to stand on, like you did. I can fully respect you spilling 'truth tea' but the 'truth' of the matter is that you played with me for what, 5 rounds? Out of the 16 rounds I lasted in the game? You weren't with me for literally over 2/3 of the game, so it's hilarious that you claim to know the truth, when quite clearly you've displayed you know nothing at all. I'm aware you have a stick up your ass because your attempts failed, and I didn't vote with you. But that's the game doll. If you want to be salty and bitter about it, then that's up to you. But I don't want anything to do with that. This game has been nothing but a positive experience for me, and I'm not gonna let anyone else change that.

I was busy during the game, and up until the run of my vacation (from 23 May to 15th June) I worked 8-10 hour shifts for two jobs literally every day while trying to play this game and have a life too. So perhaps you weren't around when I was and vice versa, but to throw around accusations of inactivity is honestly hilarious to me. You can't see my confessional, so you have fuck all clue how active I was or wasn't. You played with me for one round at the merge, and I was VERY active at the start of this game with you on the Lóng tribe, if I wasn't active then I'm sure I would've been Lóng gone from then. But like I said, you have a stick in your ass about me, and I'm not gonna complain any further. You know what they say, insult is the highest form of flattery :) .

Of course it makes me upset, considering I know the effort that I put into the game. I was active, and I did try to talk to people. Whether I seemed fake or not is not at my fault, because I wasn't fake at all. I liked Hunter a lot, I like Hope a lot, I like Woo a lot, I like Liz a lot and I liked Neal a lot. But there's this ability that few people possess and it's called the ability to separate personal feelings from the game. While I liked Hunter and felt we got aLóng well socially, I knew he was a threat. And I knew he wasn't looking the road I was on when it came to alliances and the sort - much the same with the other people I mentioned. I had some really fun conversations with Hope. But gamewise they were too preoccupied with keeping Mushu together, and so I didn't have a look in. While there were times I didn't talk to people, I definitely wasn't the most guilty. Apparently everyone saw me as a goat, but I don't think that's really the case when Jeremiah, Jaison, Kenny had mentioned they were rooting for me. I had a hand in Hunter's elimination by initially bringing it to the table with Neal and Liz, and I was also the only person who threw out Hope's name during her elimination round too and was able to get Rachel on board to do that. So I don't expect for them to be rooting for me. So yes. This game was a positive experience, I don't need you to chastise me for sleeping. Because it's totally unreasonable for me to like, sleep, when I'm 5 hours ahead of EST and already staying up til 4am for live challenges when I'm working at 10am the next morning. I would say I did play a superior game to most people, of course I did because I outlasted 20 other people despite being bamboozled by every switch up that was in the game. And having lost literally every dragon partner that I ever had prior to the merge. To me, that's an accomplishment. But your mention of Heroes vs. Villains makes it quite apparent what your intentions are through this calling out and bad attitude, clearly trying to establish yourself as something more than your placement suggests. But honestly to me it just comes across as having no composure, tact or class. So I'll wait eagerly to see if you're brought back for Heroes vs. Villains too.

I'm bitter every jury I'm on? Out of my last 3 games I've had 1 win and 2 jury placements. On both occasions I voted based on loyalty because there's not been any reason for me to vote for someone who turned on me over an ally. Lol. I think your perception of bitter is skewed. And it speaks volumes that you have to tap into other series' and games to find an argument. I'm not going to discuss with you any further, because 3 times I've already addressed the inactivity situation, and you continue to bring it up.

Have a magical day, Alina!!!!XX

Hunter it's all good, and I was very torn on Shęngli because of the Bìángsī - Anaira situation, and I got sketch vibes from you and Rachel. So I didn't know who was best to side with because Rita and Jeremiah could've jumped on the Anaira bandwagon, but I didn't trust you guys as far as I could throw you - as far as I was concerned anyway. Any group chats that were made were consulted with everyone prior to it, so obviously Nick just tried to use that against me strategically which is cool. I use a lot of exclamation marks if we specifically click on some level, lol. I'm just an excitable person that way. I won't pass judgement on my feelings about using the number of exclamation marks someone uses as reasoning for trusting someone or not, but to each their own! But yeah. Since I was pretty well acquainted with most people by the merge, I had to pick a side and couldn't exactly work with everyone. Which is probably why some people like yourself were alienated. But I'll continually say I wasn't idle or refusing to talk to anyone. I initiated conversation with a lot of people throughout the game which was sometimes ignored or left hanging :p

I'm on EST time zone right now Alina, I'll be awake for a while yet!!! <3 X

I may be a papaya but at least I wasn't described as a black hole of negativity!!!X (I won't disclose which non-player said this about the girl whose name I don't recall)

It won't take much narrowing down when the board is opened!x

Woo is just another påpãyä to add to the bunch

Ritamazing.

Oh for FUCK sake. This f3 is literally awful.

I snoozed through Liz's not so epic novel. I'll read it more in depth when I touch back down on British soil on Monday! Neals was good and made me feel a bit less pissed at him.

Yeah I'm not a big Rachel advocate but I think people are being overly critical. Yes, they are the final 3. But it doesn't mean they don't make mistakes and like Jaison said, they aren't inside peoples' heads. I think she's answered questions pretty well so far.