EPISODE IX
"We are not the lucky charms!"


Well, my wish finally came true and we lost. But like... it's so difficult to actually try to play the game after like eight rounds of being basically just here. Like, do I even know how to play the game? I don't know, it was so awwkard approaching people about the vote, I'm like so out of shape.

I feel like a bodybuilder who stops going to the gym, and then realizes he missed leg day for far too long.

I decided to be a little aggressive since people were not really saying any names and just tell Jeremiah that I liked him and didn't want him to go home, he said he felt the same with me. I then talked to Hunter and Rachel, eventually I decided to just tell people I thought Nat was the best choice. Which I mean I feel bad about because she is such a great person but considering I am closer to all the others, what else am I supposed to do?

I mean it is what it is, everyone seems to be down for it? I feel slightly nervous, but I don't think I would leave unless an idol is involved. THis is good that it happened, even if the result is gonna be sad since Nat IS pretty awesome. But hey, what can you do? It's good practice going into a merge soon-ish. Gotta be ready to play, and I was rusty, so... yay?