HELLOOOO so this may be my last round in this game, I am not going to stop fighting till its time for my ass to go.

Last night was pretty damn amazing and I felt proud of myself for making the move I did.


Anyway we get back to camp and basically everyones mad at me and I am just like wtf??? y'all just voted me out but somehow you guys are the ones upset? get the fuck out of here.


Neal basically told me to fuck off and I am just like dude really? go fuck yourself too.

anyways this morning I woke with a brand new active and I knew that being ott would not help me at all so I deduced to just be social and just talk to everyone, I felt pretty good about the conversations I had with Liz, she's like my only hope right now and she seems to genuinely like me and she keeps like writing me and shit and I don't see why she would lie when I don't have an Idol or anything. Nick apologized to me which was fake as fuck, he's a little bitch. I also talked to Kenny and he seems to like me according to liz... Like right now I am desperate as fuck.

so the challenge happens and I asked my dragons to throw it and it seems like they did, I GAVE THAT CHALLENGE MY ALL and losing sucked so much, like I literally got emotional, I guess it just really sucks when it seems like theres nothing I can do to save myself, like I really fucking tried for that challenge man and I am sure they won't even give a fuck about that at all. I guess for once it doesn't feel good to be on the *bottom* :p


I want to believe Liz so bad, god I really hope she's being genuine. She said she wants to make a move, LETS HOPE.

Anyway although I feel lonely and hopeless, I am not going to fucking give up, I WILL FIGHT EVERY FUCKING CHANCE I GET. I don't really care what I have to do, Let's fucking do this.

I was supposed to post this last round but this was basically my tribe at all times.
So annoying 🙄

I need a pic

Host Lex @ 1/6/2016 10:59

I need a pic

PLEASEEEE

Amazingly missing from your AIM feed is my hello message :(

Yours was after!!!

I actually feel pretty good right now. Liz seems to really have my back, and I love it. She says that I will most likely stay and I talked to Kenny and he seemed down too. I don't really believe Kenny but I do believe liz, I don't see why she would lie to me when I do infact have her back. If she was so save me, I would 100% be super loyal to her and have her back over everyone else, even Jenna. Like I genuinely enjoy Liz, our conversations are amazing and I just really hope she's being real and we could continue to work together. Neal isn't even talking to me so I am pretty sure he's voting me out, I don't plan on talking to him because it doesn't need to come off like I am just telling everyone the same thing, therefore I can show to Liz thay I am serious about working with her. So I don't see a way on how votimg me out helps Liz, if anything I am offering to be her little bitch and do whatever she wants if she keeps me(we know That won't last long, but I will truly be with her. So I just pray this works out.

Feeling pretty amazing about this vote tbh, I hope no one is lying to me but I wouldn't be shocked if I were the one to go. I really hope i stay and I really love Liz. She is so amazing and deff my favorite person here. GOD I really hope I stay!!1 <3

I am starting to get really nervous, God I hate being in this position so much. I really feel like I am leaving.

Losing so much confidence as time goes, I really gave it my all :(

Blahhhhhhh this is the longest TC of my life

They just told me that I am leaving. why lie all day? doesn't make sense and its pretty shitty.

My ott is about to come out as soon as those results are posted.