I should have thrown a vote at Kenny or Jenna. I fucked up, and Joes gone. You have to be prepared for the worst. I could have done damage control with Kenny or Jenna afterwards but I didn't want to deal with that. I was lazy. Fuck me man.
I hate Ozzy so much. I want him out so much. I'm not gonna knock the guy for idoling himself, obviously thats what he should have done. Good on him.
It's the fact that he fucking tries to play the pity card afterwards, how its so lame he had to take out joe because he was the closest to him. Fuck you dude, you don't know shit about Joe. Then he's like talking about how much he wants to work with me. DUDE YOU NEVER EVEN TALKED TO ME BEFORE YOU WERE PUT ON A TRIBE WITH 5 ANAIRA! NOW YOU WANT TO BE BEST FRIENDS!?!
He's gone. I swear to god he's gone. I'm also a little weary of Jenna. I don't know how much she had to do with this. I think I'll be able to tell if she somehow tries to pitch getting rid of Kenny instead of Ozzy next time we go to TC. If she tries to push Kenny then I know she had something to do with Joe leaving. I have to be really fucking careful right now. There's one more idol and if they wanted, they could pass it to Ozzy and he could do damage.
So I've come down a bit from last night. Emotions were high and I think I might have been a little TOO impulsive. I still would like Ozzy gone if we lose. Someone whose back is against the wall will say and promise anything. Any deal or "alliance" he offers I know would be Shórt term and have no real value.
I'm not going to be able to attend the challenge tonight which I know will put us at a huge disadvantage. I'm really hoping the rest can pull it off and hey if Ozzy works super hard that might be an indication that he doesn't have an idol. Maybe?
The moment I saw two tribes were going, I knew we'd be one of them. I don't think we did bad, but we just made stupid mistakes. I, the doctor, should have never thrown the ball and put myself in a situation where I could get eliminated. W/e
Ozzy and I talked a little this morning and basically apologized for the night before. As much as I'll be upset or "hate" someone in game, it's just a game. No reason to get ugly yo.
That being said...I was assuming he'd try and work with me again and maybe push Kenny but apparently he was impatient after results and immediately started pushing for me to go to Kenny, Liz, and Jenna. Seriously.
I have faith in my alliance, it's just the idol paranoia. I don't think he has the 2nd Idol, my gut says he doesn't. I think his challenge performance really showed that he knew it was do or die for him tonight.
I really don't see any other option for me right now. Either Ozzy, or I, or both our idols will go.
