I am Back Bitches :p



First of all I am sooooo sorry to the host and Pws for not being as active but Finals killed me and I am still not fully here because I had to go straight to work so I am exhausted as fuck but anyways on to the fun stuff :)

So I never got to say this but I loved my last tribe so much, everyone was legit amazing, I got to get a little closer with Natalie so that was really nice. I also got much more close to Rachel and she is deff one of my mains here. I am sad we freaking swapped because I was in a really good position there.

now we have swapped. I am in a tribe where everyone there is Og Ariana except for me which really sucks and it would appear that if we were to lose id be fucked? well lets hope thats not the case and I don't think it is since I have information regarding past ariana. I know that Liz and Kenny were targeting neal so that right there can be my opening, I also know I have jenna wit me so thats at least 3 people on my side and Joe swearsssss he's with me so we will see how that goes.

So right now, my plan is to play this game like i don't have an idol. why? well I refuse to put my whole game on an idol, plus id like to save it for later on but if I have to use it this round if we lose, then I will but I don't want to *cries* theres so many ways in which this could go, I could be in the middle or not he outs but id prefer the middle, duh. lol If I had my way. id like to see Kenny, Liz or Neal go but Rachel and Jenna are both close to him so I don't think him leaving will benefit us down the road.

Heres a little Tribe Assessment/order.
Who I like the most-least.

Jenna- Clearly this is my bitch, her and I have been together in this game since the very beginning and our conversations are the shit, she is so damn funny omg. She has told me theres no way that id leave this round and it makes me feel good and I am hoping that she's honest with me.

Joe- he's one of my early favorites and he's extremely nice, HOWEVER Ia m not sure how genuine he is, like idk if he's actually extremely nice or he's just playing that card, I'd hope he's super nice and on my side.

Neal- Meh, hes okay. Talking to him is hard because he's kinda boring, idk maybe if he had a hot alias it would have been better LOL JK but partially is my fault because I've been so damn tired and ish. He seems cool and is close with Jenna.

Kenny- Hes super nice and chill but he's like 15 so I feel like I am talking to my little bro when I talk to him lol I remember early on that Kenny was one of Woos favorite so I hope I can somehow bring this in our convo to make him want to be b my side.

Liz- ickkkkkkk IIDKKKKK she has gave me such a weird vibe since the beginning of this game and she's aways messaging me this weird stuff and I legit never know wtf she's talking about LOL I just say yes to everything. anyway id like her to go because she just doesn't give me a good vibe and I know she like tried to throw Jenna under the bus so I feel like her leaving would be the best because I think more people would go with it. I am still trying to get to know her, so we will see.

Ok tribe Dynamics

I think its
Jenna and Ozzy
Joe and Ozzy
Kenny and Liz (Asians have to stick together)
Jenna Joe and Neal

If I can somehow get an alliance of myself Joe, Jenna and Neal, that would be ideal.

Also I heard from Melinda that JP got voted out because supposedly he was after Hope? wtf thats really weird like I find it hard to believe because he always liked Hope?

Anyways this is it for now .
Later babessss.

Shit so we freaking lost. Shit about to get realllll. LOL I am so excited for this tribal and scared at the same time. I have no idea whats going to happen though. Liz and I have been talking basically all night and she seems to really like me, I just need to have an idea of how people are voting so I can make a decision, I don't think I am in the best spot to be the decision maker but in my opinion Kenny should be the one to go since he didn't contribute at all to the challenge, and Jenna seems to think so as well so I think my best bet is to let her say Kennys name to people and Ill just pretend that I have no idea whats going on. LOL

If I have to use my idol I will, but my concern would be next round, like would I be fucked? ugh idk what the fuck is going on. I miss my friends!! <3

Joes positivity annoys me, gosh I want him to be angry or something, it just comes off as fake! IDKKKKK. he legit just said to me "All we gotta do is remain calm honestly" Boy byeeee lol

I do think I am going to need to get a little messy and turn them against each other , prolly by feeding them lies and shit but in a not so messy way.

anyway this me rn, lost and confused. ha

IF JOE TELLS ME "ALL WE GOTTA DO IS REMAIN CALLM(HES SAID IT 3X IN THE PAST 15 MINS) one more time, I AM GOING TO LOSE MY MIND LOL

Dammit I fell asleep :( fuckkk I hope these bitches didn't plan anything. I got a "yo man" from Jenna at 3am..

Jesus. None of them are online yet. Like wtf. Lmao I just said to myself "are these bitches on invisible" grrrrr

Hellooooooooo
So finally I got to talking and spoke to Jenna. She immediately told me that it wasn't looking good for me at all and that when I went to bed(I should never sleep, clearly) It was decided that I should be the vote, apparently Joe doesn't want to vote out Kenny because of what happened to him IRL which I guess its understandable(not) anyway, I decided to tell Jenna that I had the idol.

The reason for me telling her its because I didn't want her to be upset at me for not telling her and I am thinking Lóng term. Like yes having this idol is a blessing, but it only saves me for one round and I would still be in minority if I don't play my cards right.

So talking to Jenna, I told her that I wanted to do Liz or Kenny which was true at the time, I had prefer to take out Kenny to keep the tribe strong but obviously this tribe, doesn't care about that so why should i. I also told Jenna that if anything she should vote me out as well so we don't appear as close which benefits the both of us.

SO After doing A LOT OF THINKING AT WORK on how I can position myself in a better spot, I have made a drastic decision that I didn't see myself making.

Are you Pws ready to hate me?
Ive decided to.....

Spoiler	+
Blindside Joe

I know its sounds crazy but I had to really think about this, he is a great guy but at the end of the day I am playing this game for me and for me to make it further in the game. Joe clearly has his hand in a lot of jars and id like some jars to myself. If I were to blindside Kenny then that would leave them 4 strong in my opinion because Joe will keep them all together but blindsiding Joe gives me room to play, Its obvious that Kenny and Liz are close therefore who's going to want to go into a tribe of 4 with a duo? thats straight to a tight breaker, I am hoping that with this move, It could be Kenny/Liz and Jenna/Neal with me in the middle deciding where to go. now this plan can go so wrong so right now I need to pretend scared and talk to everyone normal, like I could be potentially leaving but nah i am staying.

I control my faith in this game and I refuse to let anyone else control it.

Joe keeps lying to me and it's just really Annoying me. Sigh

According to everyone except for Jenna, Kenny is the vote. I chose to believe Jenna but a little piece of me doubts her. I feel like I am just being paranoid but these people are great liars and it really fucking sucks. They're telling me not to tell Kenny because he might have an idol.. Like I know that's exactly what you bitches are doing to me, assholes. So I decided to tell Kenny that I am voting him to create some type of paranoid and to also, if he does have an idol, to play it, because I want any Pontential idols gone if I am going to use mine.

I am like dying of anxiety rn.

Time to call a "friend" over to help de-stress? :P

LOLOLOLOLOL BEHAVEEEEEEEEEEE. you should aim me! I gave it to you for a reason :p

I just shitted on myself, did that really just happen? OMGGGGGGGGGG

How the fuck are these people mad at me for saving myself? What kind of billshit is that? Neal in very little words told me not to talk to him like what?! I know I for sure made the right call getting rid of Joe because they all fucking loved him. And even if I leave next round. At least I took your leader bitches. Ugh they seriously allianate the shit out of me and expect me not to save myself?! Lmao wtf okay

Neal is really pissed off. Bye bitch. Idgaf

Neal is so lucky that I am in a changed person. I was legit texting a Lóng paragraph telling his ass off and then I decided to delete it. Lol