Okay so Wes went home. I had the weakest connection with him and I don't think he was that great in challenges so I was pretty happy. Right now I just want to keep Anaira as strong as possible. I really do enjoy everyone left on our team so if we can just win our way to the first swap, that would be slamming.
I've got a good thing going with Liz and Joe, they're hilarious and I'm really glad the three of us are on the same page.
I've also been socializing a lot with Jenna/Rita/Jeremiah. I think it's very important to make everyone feel like they have a stock in the tribe. A happy camp is a loyal camp.
Kenny is great but last round was a bit weird. I think he kind of saw through me a little bit and I'm worried that I came off a bit shady with the vote. If I'm right and Kenny is weary of me, then I have to make sure I smooth things over...or just vote him out.
Okay so I have an idol which is really sweet! My first reaction was like MAN I GOTTA TELL EVERYONE! Luckily I cooled off a bit and decided to take some time to think about how I want to play this. An idol has a lot more power if people don't realize you have it. I just don't want to keep it a secret and then sketch my allies out when it finally gets revealed.
I'd feel super bad if I kept it from Rachel. She got a hint that said it was in the North area of the map, which was the whole reason I went back to the top. I would not have this idol if it wasn't for her, so in a way I feel like its ours and not just mine. Idk. I need time to think, so I'm just going to keep it a secret for now.
ALRIGHT so this round has been a doozy. I really didn't want to swap this early because I was feeling super comfortable in my position at old Anaira. Now I gotta feel out a completely new tribe dynamic and work my way back into a decent position.
I'm super proud of Joe for winning the reward. I wanted someone from Anaira to grab the power and he was the perfect person. I think the tribe he create was solid, I just wish that Liz was with us and we didn't have 5 Mushu members. Oof.
Luckily 2 of those 5 are our dragon partners, Rachel and Hunter. I really like Rachel but I just need to know more from her before I can give her my trust. I know I can't simply ask her to flip on her previous tribe-mates but I'm hoping I can make her feel comfortable enough with me and feel less dependent on her former team.
I told Joe about the idol, he's the only one that knows. Frankly I believe you need someone in this game that you can give your 100% trust and loyalty too and them to you. Joe is that guy for me, and Liz once we reunite with her. I think Joe is a big force in this game and he's someone I want to play with. I'm ready for us to go to battle together.
I don't know what the plan is but I just want to win win win. No matter what.
