Camp life is a quiet life, when you're on such a bogus tribe.

Now I can't say too much, since I had to be a bit MIA over the weekend, but MY GOD. This tribe is an actual mess. We have a captain who is hardly ever around and only talks to people after results. We have a racist character who is almost too much to handle. We suck at challenges. And.....well I can't think of anything else yet. But Im sure it will come.

I knew we were going to lose that challenge. Sometimes you just have a feeling about something. And seeing how awful we didn't wasn't a surprise at all. Unfortunately that was NOT my challenge. My eyes just couldn't distinguish anything. However, I don't think I couldve added enough help to pull out a win. But whatever. We know this tribe is weak. So you can only go up from here right??

I talked to Natalie and Jaison a lot today. He made sure to tell me that I am one of his favs. And he told me both Jac and Nat had great things to say about me. He also informed me that Fran and Stacey were throwing my name around. Bitches.
Its funny because when I heard it was between Stacey and Fran, I wanted Stacey to leave a bit more. Cause I thought since Fran was fairly MIA as well, we had our connection over the captains challenge. But. I guess not. So now she can go. And McRacism can go on annoying people and leave soon enough.

While I felt like I almost got a bit too behind this weekend, both Natalie and Jaison showed me that I am in a good spot. Both were sharing the exact same info with me, and kept echoing how much they like me. So either they were fattening me up for the slaughter, or everything is gonna be aight.

Im not talking to Fran or Stacey, so Im not 100% sure if they are running with it being me as the vote out. Not the best.....but eh. Im liking this fading into the back ground thing. I showed my worth early on, but then didn't become any sort of leader. And I like that.

Jaison and I talked and said since we can, we may as well split the vote. So Jaclyn and I will vote Stacey, everyone else will vote Fran. Im cool with it. I know she threw my name out there. So i have zero qualms with voting her. And Im not ever hung up on my vote not going home. This is part of a plan. And Im on the inside. So thats all that matters imo.