EPISODE I
"This is why I raise chickens"

Alright y'all, it's time to write an actual confessional, not just random thoughts.

So, here is the deal. Tonight we were divided into tribes, prior to this round due to issues with AIM aka gmail I was unable to really talk to many people, I reached out to Liz mostly to ask about gmail, and then Woo reached out to me. Me and Woo bonded a lot, so when I saw that he won the challenge I was beyond thrilled. Funny enough Liz also won, so I felt like I would be in a good position to get picked despite the fact that I was very clearly not available for communication prior. My worst nightmare would have been being picked by Francesca.

For the sake of this confessional and my entire sanity I will assume the order that we were listed was the order we were picked. I was the sixth choice. Behind someone who did not even show up to the challenge. Interestingly enough Liz's first choices were two of the people who were the last ones standing from our round. Despite the fact that I eliminated four people by myself, one of which was actually hard, she did not even think of picking me. It was interesting to see her picking people from our heat, it almost makes me think like they made some kind of deal. Francesca did the same picking Caleb and Alina who were the last two standing for her own heat.

Woo's first choice, however, was Hope. She was not on his heat so he didn't get to see her compete, but he picked her first which makes me think they spoke a lot prior to the challenge. Ozzy and Trish were two of his other choices who were on his heat and both performed relatively well. Then came JP which was interesting cause he didn't even show up, he seems friendly enough though.

After getting the AIM fiasco settled, praise Lex, I was able to effectively start communicating which made everything a lot easier. Me and Woo continued to bond, we have a lot in common, and he even explained to me he figured people wouldn't pick me because I had not been talking to anyone so he felt good picking me sixth, he compared it to a fantasy football draft which was ideal. Those are terms I completely understand. It makes sense.

Tonight I told Woo I wanted to stick with him, and he said he did too. I asked him who else he had bonded with and he said Hope. Not surprising. I like Hope a lot too, so I wouldn't mind working with her, also with Hunter who I have really enjoyed talking despite the fact he can't spell experiences, which is rather unfortunate. Rachel is cool too, personally I would like that to be my people. Until one of them does something unpleasant and I rage and try to get them voted out.

Melinda, JP and Ozzy are all pleasant enough as well, but they are harder to talk to. Ozzy only talked about the challenge, Melinda only did puns and was funny, and JP was kinda... just there but nice enough. That leaves Trish who I have yet to speak to, I don't even know if she has been online, but as of right now she would be my choice for first boot.

Now, this challenge sounds hardcore. I suggested for everyone to practice seeing how much they could do in a minute before trying the challenge. Even though it was my suggestion people seemed unaware of this, which brings me to another point, I feel like when you have Lil as your face representation, people don't take you too seriously which would be great if I was trying to win cause it would make me be underestimated. Though I am here to have fun, who knows tho? Maybe I will end playing to win, so far I did try super hard on the challenge and I am getting involved with people so I can see it happening for sure.

We also have the Nine Dragons twist which I love, I will attempt to make contact with Stacy, and Rita tomorrow. It's hilarious that three of the oldest broads got put together in the same dragon group. Did I mention I also noticed there's a "night" skin? I wonder what that's about. I guess time will tell.