Hi hello it's me, it's been a while but I'm back! Congratulations all three of you for making it all the way here. This is probably one of, if not the hardest game I've ever played so props to you three for doing what 24 other people couldn't do. I don't know if you're expecting a grilling from me or what, but that's not the case, though I definitely want to adress some issues I've had with all your games. Right now my vote is leaning towards Neal (surprised?) so Rachel and Liz, if you impress me you might just get my vote.



So at the beginning of the game I have to admit I found you a bit boring and a little hard to talk to, but as the days went on I started to warm up to you and you seemed genuinely interested in talking to me, which I can appreciate. During my boot you weren't fake and were straight up to me, so thanks for that. That said, while I was still in the game I always saw you as a coattail rider, and even though you did some things after I was voted out, at the end of the day you had to depend on immunity wins to get yourself to where you're at (you can't correct me if I'm wrong), and by immunity wins I don't necessarily mean you winning, but having someone else not have it too like during the F5 round if Rita won immunity.

So my questions for you are...

1. What happens if Rita wins the F5 immunity and what have you done to try and save yourself. Neal, Liz, Woo and Rita you can also chime in so we get a better picture of what would have happened.

2. Same question than above, but with the F4 round. What happens if you don't win immunity and how do you go about it?



Oh Neal, sweet Neal. I was probably your #1 fan on OG Anaira (even when Liz was trying to boot you over Wes that round oops) and I had so many hopes for us on this game, but things never panned out the way I wanted. I feel like our relationship got a little rocky during our time on Bìángsī when I told Ozzy to play his idol and he idoled out Joe (which is not what I wanted in the first place), but at that point my main loyalties lied with you an Liz and I was willing to go all the way with you two, but then the merge came around and it all went to shit, starting with the Kenny vote. You claim as that as your biggest move, which it is, but that move was in no way, shape or form even remotely smart. I mean yeah, you kept someone you trusted and got out a threat, but you alienated a lot of people with that movie, landed on the hot spot when you were doing a great job flying UTR, lost an idol and still it was all for nothing because Kenny still left the round after. At that point I knew I needed to be weary of all three of you, and when you, Liz and Kenny voted for me that's where you lost my trust completely, but I can't fault you completely for that because I was in on the split vote to get one of you guys out. But anyways, aside from all the differences we had, I offered you an olive branch the round after, but as everyone knows you rejected it. But believe it or not, I'm not actually that mad at you because I don't think you were overly fake with me the round I left unlike the person I'm adressing next, so thanks I guess? Out of the three of you I feel like you have been the one that has put the most effort into the game, as seen on the F5 immunity challenge, so that gives you the slight edge on this vote.

So my questions for you are...

1. On a scale of 1-10, how fucked was I if we didn't end up merging when we did and we attended that 4-person tribal council at F14, 10 being the most fucked. Answer honestly, this will not factor in my vote but I want to know for sure.

2. Was me being the reason Joe left part of what made you not want to work with me?

3. Looking back in the game after hearing all the criticism towards the move of idoling Kenny, would you take it back and save the idol?

4. Around when exactly should I expect the 100 McSpagghetis you promised on your opening statement to get here?



I think the best way to describe our relationship is a rollercoaster. I really really liked you during our time on pre-tribes, but then OG Anaira came by and you did so much sketchy shit that made me weary of you. You tried to get Neal booted during the Wes boot (I kinda did the same with Kenny but I'm not the one being judged here :) ) and you were twisting my words trying to make it seem like I wanted Neal out (Rita can confirm), which was totally not the case at all. But then during our time on Bìángsī I felt like we got very close and I forgot about all the shit that happened during Anaira. At times I even considered you my #1, but after hearing stuff from the jury it looks like I was like #5 at best for you, but hey more power to you for having that many options. Ok flashforward to the Kenny boot where you three wrote my name down, but hey I threw you guys mildly on the bus so I can't really be mad. So I decide to approach you just to clear any animosity there may be between us, and you start telling me how you feel like a shit person for doing to me what you did and how you trusted the wrong person into doing what you did, basically trying to make me feel bad for you for you having voted for me. Makes no sense but that whatever. Ok so at that point my problems with you were squashed and I decided to extend an olive branch to you because I wasn't gonna be one to hold grudges, but then you end up fucking me over once again. Like my problem with you is not that you voted for me, I couldn't give less shits about that if I'm being honest, but the way you lead me on all day and how you tried making me feel bad for you only for you to fuck me over once again is what I don't respect.

So my questions for you are...

1. On a scale of 1-10, how fucked was I if we didn't end up merging when we did and we attended that 4-person tribal council at F14, 10 being the most fucked. Answer honestly, this will not factor in my vote but I want to know for sure.

2. Was me being the reason Joe left part of what made you not want to work with me?

3. After the Kenny boot, you mentioned to me how you put a lot of trust into Hope and she made you do something you weren't comfortable with, which was to vote for me, and how you felt like she fucked you over because they didn't even vote with you guys. So why should I respect you going once again back to Hope after that and doing whatever she said?

4. I've seen a lot of jurors refer to you as Neal's double vote, so what do you have to say about that.

Ok sorry if this came a little harsher than expected, but I needed to get some things out. After all of this is done though I hold no ill will towards any one of you. Good luck to all three of you!

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After the Kenny boot, you mentioned to me how you put a lot of trust into Hope and she made you do something you weren't comfortable with, which was to vote for me, and how you felt like she fucked you over because they didn't even vote with you guys. So why should I respect you going once again back to Hope after that and doing whatever she said?

Also can you like clarify who you were talking about when you said you were pissed at someone you trusted because they made you vote a certain way you didn't want to. Like til now I believed it was Hope but apparently it could have also been at Kenny? So yeah some clarification would be nice :)

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1. On a scale of 1-10, how fucked was I if we didn't end up merging when we did and we attended that 4-person tribal council at F14, 10 being the most fucked. Answer honestly, this will not factor in my vote but I want to know for sure.

6! I remember being so conflicted at this vote. Liz and I were talking about what we wanted to do and we seriously kept going back and forth. Even though it was SEMI obvious something was gonna shake up afterwards, I thought about voting Kenny due to challenge performances. (This was before Kenny and I became like SUPER close). I could have voted you though just because I was a little sketched out about you knowing Ozzy had an idol (thats super hyprotical of me though because it’s not like I was open to you about my idol). I feel like I’m giving you a cop out answer but it really was something I was super conflicted on. There was no 100% right decision in my mind so I would have probably let Liz take control of that particular decision and just blamed it on me not wanting to tie.

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2. Was me being the reason Joe left part of what made you not want to work with me?

I’d be lying if I said that didn’t freak me out a bit. I remember writing in my confessional that on one hand, I was really happy that you were being upfront about it with me. On the other hand though, my name could have easily been written down instead of Joes and if we had known about the idol, we could have controlled who went ourselves, instead of giving all that power to Ozzy. It didn’t make me not want to work with you though. I think at merge we just drifted to different people and our strategy talks became less and less frequent. That’s the shitty thing about these games, sometimes people just start clicking with other groups and ultimately their plans don’t match up. I still felt like a total asshole for writing your name down. I’m sorry for completely ghosting you during the double. It was super shitty of me.

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3. Looking back in the game after hearing all the criticism towards the move of idoling Kenny, would you take it back and save the idol?

This is tough. Honestly, I wouldn’t take it back. Yea, it hurt my game in some aspects and I understand all the criticism, but at the end of the day it still got me here. I was able to play out of it and make it to FTC playing a game that I’m proud of without coasting by. If I didn’t save Kenny for one round and vote out Jaison, who knows what would have happened next round. Would I have stayed in my UTR position? Would I still have been targeted sooner rather than later? Would I have figured out when I was being targeted and used the idol? IDK!!! I wanted to take a risk and play my idol aggressively. YOGOIOSYSUIIARFCW (you only get one idol once so you should use it in a really fucking crazy way)

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4. Around when exactly should I expect the 100 McSpagghetis you promised on your opening statement to get here?

I don’t mean to rush your decision but I’m just saying that if you help me win this million, you can expect those McSpagghetis ASAP.

Fixed the post so I'm replacing the message here with a picture of McSpaghettis because I don't think people realize this was actually a thing somewhere. I hope to use SI11 as a platform to bring awareness to the McSpaghetti epidemic.

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Are you bribing me?

But anyways thanks for your answers!

Jenna @ 3/7/2016 2:24

1. On a scale of 1-10, how fucked was I if we didn't end up merging when we did and we attended that 4-person tribal council at F14, 10 being the most fucked. Answer honestly, this will not factor in my vote but I want to know for sure.

I'd say about a 5. That's because there had absolutely not been any decision made what-so-ever. There was a large consideration there where I had a connection with both you and Kenny, but I knew you had more connections than Kenny would, especially ones that I didn't have. So, I really didn't know which of you or Ken would actually go once we finished up the immunity challenge. Neal and I started talking about it, but got absolutely no where, and then thank fuck the hosts announce the merge twist. So 50-50 chance there, I believe.

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2. Was me being the reason Joe left part of what made you not want to work with me?

No, definitely not. I didn't consider you the reason Joe went, frankly. I know you told Ozzy about the vote, but I mean, I couldn't blame you for telling him at all. So no that didn't factor in at all.

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3. After the Kenny boot, you mentioned to me how you put a lot of trust into Hope and she made you do something you weren't comfortable with, which was to vote for me, and how you felt like she fucked you over because they didn't even vote with you guys. So why should I respect you going once again back to Hope after that and doing whatever she said?

Hope and I had a weird relationship in the early merge where out of EVERYONE left she was who I wanted to work closely with most, more-so than Neal. We had a very tight bond coming out of premerge, even if we only had a couple rounds together. After the Jaison boot round, yeah that sucked a bit to see Hope and I on opposite sides of things, and then the round after, her voting again that way. Like, I wasn't around then and I suffered in my relationships for that, but hers was one I was so confident in that we were cool and she understood why I was gone and would help me out. So, yeah I felt fucked for a bit. We talked for a Lóng ass time on it though. Hope and I hashed it out, discussed it all and it wasn't just some quick "Oh let's get back together thing", it was something that I felt was a real heart to heart and stuff. So that's why I went back to it. I had people telling me I should just move on with it all, she screwed me and I should move away from it, but I decided to go the other direction and do my best to make things good.

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4. I've seen a lot of jurors refer to you as Neal's double vote, so what do you have to say about that.

I think Neal and I considered each other solid votes. I always think that any decision made in the game between us was something we discussed and voice both of our concerns and thoughts on before a vote was actually decided. I think we used each other as this extra vote for a large portion of the game, and I mean we are friends, I love working with him, but yeah we use each other a bit there.

And I just wanted to address your speech a touch! I'm aware I've lost this vote (and probably many others too), I just kinda wanted to touch on like what you meant to me in the game and stuff. Early on I was flirting with you being my number one ally, in our time on Anaira. I don't actually remember trying to get Neal out, honestly, mostly because my memory of that round was thinking Wes was just going to be an easy boot! Wes had come to me like half hour before the Will vote and said no one had talked to him about voting Will and he was just assuming to do that. I knew I liked my connections on the tribe, so I felt pretty confident even before the Wes boot round that Wes would be the boot. I didn't know I was being sketchy at you :P I'm not really surprised I came off that way. Navigating a big tribe was a bit different for me @_@ took me a bit to get acclimated anyways. As for merge and where you stood with me, you did stand high, but I had this stupid mess of people I felt close to. I always considered you someone i could be working with easily, but there was also this unsure feeling of who you were with. I was hoping to come out of Bìángsī and have you as a strong connection to work with in merge, then shit kinda split us apart and I didn't do a whole hell of a lot to fix it, even though you did.

Going back to Jeremiah's vote, you were the person I was hearing out the most. You had been fairly open with me about it, told me you had talked to Jere earlier in the day about stuff and I felt actually kinda comfortable there, but then the others attached to the situation made your 'side' sketch for me. I didn't think I had any kind of good connection with Nick, and Nat I was weary about.

Anyways, I'm aware this is for naught, I just kinda wanted to explain where I was coming a bit.

Nah it's not for nothing Liz. I mean, the odds for me voting for you aren't the greatest, but I just want you to say that I already got out what I wanted to get out and I'm not mad in the slightest, and after all this is over you can hit me up and we can chat. Thanks for your answers :)

Thank you, Jenna. We'll talk soon I'm sure!

Hey Jenna!

First, I want to say I’m relieved that you weren’t upset with me, but I have to apologize for not completely hearing your side of the story, I believe that night you were trying to convince me to keep you, but I didn’t really get to hear you out , because time was running out and I was getting a lot of IMs during that live tribal council period , but yes I’m glad, I was at least straight up with you about the whole vote situation, but yeah I just wanted to clear that out first!

Ok so before I get to your questions, I have to address the coattail rider comparison, I’m assuming that is a reference about me following Hunter’s lead. I do admit that there was one particular round the one Kenny got voted out where I didn’t really have any say on the vote and it seemed like I was just waiting for directions, and knowing that it became a trend to discuss the vote at the last minute, that made it more stressful.
It may appear on the surface that I was hiding in his shadow, but that really wasn’t the case. Me and Hunter made it to only 7 tribal councils together, from Lil boot to his boot (not including Trish). For the Lil vote, me and him were on the same page, and for the first few merge- votes, I wasn't going to stick my neck out this early in the game considering there was still a lot of people left and I know that I have a tendency to shine when there's fewer people around. And I already mentioned this in Hunter’s thread , but as the rounds progressed it appeared to me that Hunter and myself had different endgame plans, meaning different people we wanted to work or go to the end with.

and also coming into the merge, I think Hunter was pretty set on who he wanted to target, but there were few rounds where even the biggest threat of the game had to follow others (luv u Hunter<3) , and that was during your vote, because I remember him saying he didn't want to vote for you that round. What I'm trying to say is that sure following others is not the best way to build yourself a resume, but I feel it's necessary at some point, as Lóng as you have some good endgame plan that will allow you to shine, I think that's what really matters in the end.



1. What happens if Rita wins the F5 immunity and what have you done to try and save yourself. Neal, Liz, Woo and Rita you can also chime in so we get a better picture of what would have happened.

So assuming Rita won immunity, I’m fairly positive that Liz would have made it to the next round , I don’t think she would have been in any trouble.

Therefore, that leaves myself, Woo and Neal vulnerable.
I’m certain that Rita would have campaigned against Neal
and Neal and Liz would have voted together as a bloc


I have two options :

Option 1

I could actually go with Rita but we would need 1 more person, and it’s not going to be Liz because well if there’s one round where you’re thinking of voting your own partner out , usually it tends to happen at the final 4 and not final 5 (and lol it didn’t even occur )
like Cydney vs Aubry (Kaoh Rong)
Malcolm vs Denise (Philippines)

that means me and Rita would have to depend on Woo

and although me and Woo had some type of Mushu deal to go to the end, I’m still not convinced that he would be a vote for me to stay, because he’s the type of player that is loyal to the people who he’s close too and I wasn’t , so that’s the main issue with the first option.
Also, if I try to vote Neal out then that just adds more pressure for the next immunity challenge because Neal is one of those who could prevent Rita from winning, and if she wins the final immunity, it’s pretty obvious to me that she wins the game.


Option 2

I go to Neal and Liz and I tell them that we desperately need to win the next immunity where we need to vote Woo, and I hint them that we need all the strength we can get to beat Rita, and no offense to Woo , he’s adorable but challenge wise him versus any of us 3 Neal, myself and Liz we would win it.

I think Option 2 would be the safest for me because I very well know that next round it would have been a battle between Rita and Neal since they’re clearly targeting each other.

also, If by any chance I would have been in hot waters by attempting option 1 , I would have used a good argument to both Liz and Neal that if they were to boot me, they would leave two social threats behind (Rita & Woo) who have played a much cleaner game , which is why I believe going with Option 2 would have been my safest bet

2. Same question than above, but with the F4 round. What happens if you don't win immunity and how do you go about it?

I’m assuming Liz wins immunity here since she finished second, and once again the 3 people that would be vulnerable here are : myself, Woo and Neal

it’s no secret that Liz would have been a vote for Neal to stay

so in order to save myself here, I would have 2 options once again

Option 1
I could either convince Woo to vote with me and we go against Neal, HOWEVER I would have to be very careful once again because I’m fairly aware that Woo could relay any information back to Neal and Liz, and that could be problematic

Option 2
I pitch the idea to vote Woo out and I think I would have a better chance here because Neal is more willing to cut Woo out, but I would have tried option 1 first by trying to see whether or not Woo would go for it (and I can read Woo pretty well <3) but then again if I had to go with #1 , I would have to be very careful about it

sorry if that was long, but I really wanted to lay everything on the table, since I’ve been criticized for lack of awareness , so I figured I needed to go all out

thanks for the questions Jenna!

Rachel @ 6/7/2016 23:02

and no offense to Woo , he’s adorable but challenge wise him versus any of us 3 Neal, myself and Liz we would win it.

Host Brett @ 5/31/2016

The Winners: Congratulations! We have our captains.

JKKK..

Rachel @ 6/7/2016 23:02

and no offense to Woo , he’s adorable

... I blushed




Also thanks for making me Plan B to take out at every tribal apparently

for what it's worth, had I won immunity f5 I would have tried to vote out all of you bcz immunity was the only realistic way I was staying so anyone I saw as someone who could beat me at f4 (which tbh is probably all of you minus woo who stopped doing the challenge). Whoever I could get 3 votes on first (out of Liz/Rachel/Neal) was likely the way I would have went

Thanks Rachel!