Now Jenna posts when she's not supposed to and ends up causing a car crash catastrophe. glad to see that I'm not the only one fucking up, though i would prefer no fuckups at all..

Somehow this challenge has gone from Trainwreck To Brainshrek for Biangsi. After a rocky start, things have really stabled out and I'm ready + willing to possibly go all night with this one. just gonna sit back, watch youtube videos, and hopefully succeed.

(ROUND 9 START)

YEE-HAW!!!! i was glad we won yesterday (I didn't confess about it tho SORRY i suck kinda) but hooray!!! It was my first Tribal off in a Lóng while.



That's me when I saw the results thread. I'm sexy, huh? Fuck ye!!! i am a foxy grandpa ;)

But for real the success is warranted and my old rival from the Sausage comp Lillian (who i never talked to lol) was voted out. THANK GOD it wasnt Jeremiah or Rita cause i like them. Apparently Natalie's name was in the mix too? I hope not cause she is my LITERAL fairy godmother.

And now its this round. and the merge is coming up. KENNY MIGHT JUST MAKE THE MERGE. AND HE'S PLAYING BETTER THAN HE DID AS PAPA CUNT WHEN HE MADE THE MERGE. WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT

to add on the stock photo from before



Me tonight, chilling cause no TC



me and liz watching the new ethan & hila video



me showing my appreciation for liz

(ROUND 11)

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More in-depth merge confessional comes tomorrow. Sorry for none during the actual merge y'all. Survivor Eons and stuff. I feel real shitty for not giving you guys any substance.

Yung Kenny @ 31/5/2016 9:47

PW Gregg @ 31/5/2016 3:45 How's that gut instinct treating you now?? Weren't you like a third boot in sausage, josh?

Asshole

Ok guys so like I said SORRYYYY for not confessing for the merge. I was a bit busy with host stuff and honestly I forgot to confess. shitty but still! I know you guys love it when I actually DO confess ;)

Fucking. I was gonna type a long, GREAT, FUNNY confessional. I was typing it the night after Alina's boot but I lost it. thanks computer. That's not happening. That above paragraph was written last night and it's all that got saved. now I'm a little pissed off for reasons that I'mma get to.

So Alina's boot. It was aggravatingly boring. The events leading up to it were so frustrating, everyone was tiptoeing around the subject of the vote and meandering endlessly. Luckily Alina stepped in and tried to target Nick. thus the Justice Franz (named after francesca) was formed with Me, Liz, Neal, Jeremiah, Hope, and Woo. I had high hopes for that alliance.

But now, my hope is in the gutter.

Now I know from my sporadic confessionals, or the fact that I'm hosting Eons while playing this, I might come off as not caring as much for this game as other people that AREN'T getting voted out tonight. But believe me, I care. I've never been good at ORGs. Before Sausage I had only made merge twice. One time I was Papa Bear, and the other time I don't count because it was a troll game. So this means a lot to me. And it means even more that it was in such a beautifully constructed season. The last newbie season EVER of a beautifully constructed series. I outlasted 13 people to get to the point that I'm at, and I don't know if I'm content with going now.

BUT OH. HOLY SHIT

NEAL IS PASSING ME HIS IDOL.

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I'm voting for Jaison and it should be him. He's calling the shots in this game right now and the dude has to go.

me and neal RN

Nick is so full of himself. You'll be seeing a lot of me in the future, buddy.

This is surreal.

(ROUND 12 START)

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

That was one hell of an idol play, wasn't it? :)

You guys must have been entertained right. or not. w/ my luck Jaison is probably like your PW fan favorite or something and I'm getting an OTTNN for that episode (jk. probably a OTTM in all actuality.)

Neal passing me his idol definitely brought him from "Oh, that's Neal. he's my fuckin boy." to "Is Neal a mere mortal, or is he a Greek god posing as a human to test our faith?" in my book. Which is a HELL of a load farther away from my initial impression of him, which was "Ugh he's alright, Liz and Joe like him so though so I should get in good with him." I am forever indebted to him in this game. but i also think it speaks to my social game a little bit? Cause like no one in their right fucking mind would pass Papa Bear an idol. Whether or not it's good this season, it's definitely improved. The last moments before results everyone was like "please pull out an idol!!!" and then I did and everyone was like "OFMIFODSOFIDSMFIOSDM"

These people were:
Woo
Jeremiah
Hope
Rita
Natalie
Jenna
Rachel

BASICALLY everyone. Which is good? but there's two major reactions I want to get to and that's Natalie and Hope.

1: Natalie: good old Nat A was one of my bffsies before tribes happened and then we were brutally separated until the merge. Then at the merge we were super excited to be with each other so great! And now, in what she thought was my last moments, she was supposedly talking to everyone she could in an attempt to save my ass. Do I believe her? Sure. The claim might have been a bit embellished but according to her she's been alone all game with no one to trust. And I know that she was targeted during Lil's boot round. She was pretty hurt when she found out I had an idol and didn't tell her, but I told her the same thing I told everyone. I just wasn't sure who was saying what, so I played it safe (It's the truth!) I think she gets why I lied??? but i don't really know. I HOPE she did (pun unintended) because Natalia is cool and she's my literal fairy godmother. I wanna keep relationships good between us even if no one else seems to like her that much.

2: Hope Hope and I started out kinda rough I feel, but our relationship was in peak performance back when we were dragons on OG tribes (speaking of og dragons, lol Jaison.) But since the merge came its kinda fizzled a little bit. I dunno, talking to her just feels different than it did Lóng ago. She hit me up close to deadline all apologetic and wishing that I could stay in. Then when she sees me play Neal's idol she flips out like everyone else. But it all feels... so fake with me and Hope. Maybe she's looking back fondly on our Low Fat Eggnog conversations but there's not been a lot of substance and she just gives off bad vibes. We'll ride this one out and see what happens.

Also this one doesn't have anything to do with the impact of Neal's idol, but I asked Rachel for a Netflix recommendation. She asked me which genre and I was like ok something funny and then she asked what I liked and I was just thinking to myself... JUST SAY A MOVIE DAMNIT. She ended up just giving me a list someone else had written about the top 10 funniest comedies on Netflix. and I'm like, ok, thats adequate but it gets rid of potential socialization... like if she recommends me a movie that's on Netflix, let's say this happens:



Oh hey, Rachel! I watched Russian Backdoor 7 last night like you said!



Omg really!? How was it, kenken?



It was great but I didn't like the main leads acting, she was kinda bland.

AND SO ON!!!! You know like generally discussing the movie she recommended. And I mean, this is a super minor thing to nitpick on but it really bothered me. Now I'm sitting here writing a Lóng confessional and not watching Netflix at all so I mean it's kind of a lose/lose situation if that makes sense. Not that I don't enjoy writing confessionals but I'd rather indulge in a good movie or something like that, y'know?

On another note, me and Neal have been talking about the next couple rounds moving forward. Our ideal boot order would be Nick this round and an OG Anaira next round. We really want to distance ourselves from Anaira because it's without a doubt the main reason I was targeted. I guess that I was the least social of the 6 but believe me I'm stepping my game the fuck up from this point on. This was a close call and hopefully it'll be the closest. I threw this plan out there to Woo and he suggested Anaira this round, Nick next round. and he might just be saying that to fuck us over (I doubt it) but like, it actually strategically makes sense to me sooooo. I'll throw that out there to Neal today. i think it might be hard to make the pitch of Anaira boot to Lizzie but I think she'll understand that it's to lessen our potential as targets. and I love her but even if she's not for it, I'm low-key gonna do it anyways :x

0n yet another note (cause I guess I've got lots to talk about), Jaison was (rightfully) pissed when those results came up. Told me that I'm not getting his vote if I make it to FTC. Am I worried that I have enemies on the jury this early into the jury phase? A little bit, yea. But where I have a hater, I also have a supporter in Alina. I was by her side during her boot round and I was in her good graces when she left. hopefully her appreciation will cancel out Jaison's negativity when and if the time comes for me to state my case at FTC.

This confessional was very long, sorry if it rambled. i guess a successful idol play turned me CP oops.

Kenny Wentworth signing out. ;)

me liz and neal are good yo. I closed AIM so I can't pull up the full chatlog, but Neal shared with me a message that was basically him talking about how much he loves Kenny and Liz and Neal who is my trio. obviously this might just be him sweettalking Neal (and by extension me and Liz) but hey, I like Woo enough to believe that he's telling the truth.

K so im kinda not-so-subtley trying to pull the strings this round. it should be jenna and people say theyre down for Jenna but me and Neal be paranoid and shit. Hope this works out for us and if it doesn't I'll be mad.