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Post #76: 31st May 2016 4:22:22 PM 
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So Nick is finally home from vacation, and we had a pretty lengthy chat this morning about the future of this game. It really complicated things for me because now I feel like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. He basically got into how tribal lines will probably dictate this game for at at least the time being. It wasn't really anything new to me, I expected it. I wanted to sort of feel him out before the challenge on what if happens if we lose, and he mentioned how he thinks it's going to tie and that he really doesn't want to go to rocks. I didn't really want to go to rocks either, but I would never admit that to my ally. Him admitting it kind of sketched me out a lot. He also mentioned to me that people on this tribe just flat out don't talk to him anymore. I understand where he's coming from because if I don't start the conversation with people then I probably wouldn't talk to him. So did bring up some new information that he made a deal with Woo and Hope before we swapped on this tribe. Woo never told me anything about this, so it's quite obvious Woo is playing everyone. I'm getting really paranoid about this, and it doesn't help that I'm just stuck here thinking about it. I feel like I'm a hot mess that you guys are just waiting to see self destruct. All in all, I really enjoyed the conversation I had with Nick today, and it really has me messed up in the head, so if I don't win the next challenge then I'm going to have to figure something out and it's going to suck. I just need more time to think about it.
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Post #77: 31st May 2016 8:59:01 PM 
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Post #78: 1st Jun 2016 1:53:03 PM 
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You heard it here. In the dodge ball challenge each and every one of them set me up. I will go down the line and explain how each of them set me up, starting with Hope who should have been the doctor but was being too much of a meek myrtle to do it. We were running out of time, and she said she was thinking about doing it and then never responded, so I just had to volunteer, even though I knew I could catch balls. Then we get to Jaison, who is the slowest person I've ever seen. I don't know if he started out slow, but we had to keep reminding me to dodge, and he did it with like seconds late. He got out early by not paying attention either. Then we get to Melinda, who is the biggest let down of 2016. They hype her up like she is this challenge, and then I see her perform and I'm just shocked. It was honestly like walking downstairs Christmas morning expecting toys and gifts, and seeing an empty floor and broken dreams. Then we get to Nick, who is the SOLE reason I was eliminated. He was supposed to throw a ball, but his internet "cuts out" but is still on the board and on AIM. Causing me to have to reveal myself and get balls thrown at me. I was so pissed at them. On top of that they couldn't coordinate shit, it was like watching 4 chickens with their heads cut out running around.

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Woo has the most power in the games hands down, and it's kind of weird considering he isn't the most active person. You would think his counter part Hope would be calling the shots but nope it's Woo and Woo only. It actually really scares me, and I'm even more conflicted than I was yesterday. Last night after the challenge he didn't show up for, he starts getting into the vote talk with me. He starts asking me about what I want to do and then proceeded to push that the vote is Nick. He did it in a way that he wanted me to think he was listening to me and actually hearing me, but I saw right through it. He basically was telling me I can get on board to vote Nick or get left behind. I was trying to subtly suggest Melinda last night and he just wasn't buying it. He tried telling that since OG Anaira is working together, that old Mushu and Lóng need to work together. He wants to boot an old Lóng member though so he feels secure, and he's not going to do anything else. Basically, he wants me to have no other allies to go to and it's the most annoying thing to watch and have to deal with. Hope is his little puppet too. She is there to cosign whatever Woo wants, and it's frustrating. I really wish instead of Melinda we had an OG Anaira on our tribe to make this vote easy. So Woo is pushing for Nick, and expects me to vote them. He then thinks we will have another dragon challenge next round, with all three tribes going to tribal. Where he would boot Jaison probably. He claims Melinda would go over me too but I really don't believe it.

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So I decided to sleep on the information Woo was giving me last night, and when I wake up I see my hunky Brit Jaison on. I start talking to him about the vote, and I don't really see a reason to lie to him, even if I do vote out Nick, it's good to have him trusting me. I told him how Woo wanted to work with Long, but wanted to vote out Nick this round, and he didn't really seem to understand. He then said he was going to talk to Hope when she is on because he doesn't think she is going to lie to him... HOLD UP! Why wouldn't she lie to you? Is there some sort of a deal there? I instantly felt some sort of way towards the situation. He went to Woo about the vote, and Woo messaged me about it and I guess Woo didn't want me to say anything, and Woo was telling me how Nick and Jaison are #1s, but he didn't tell me not to say anything so that's not really my problem.

Then I went to the other Lóng member Nick, and told him that Melinda wanted him out, to not completely throw Woo under the bus, and he expects us to tie the vote for him. I don't know if I want to go to rocks, I don't want to risk myself to save him, but I also don't want, and hold on the vote may switch so ill update this later.
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Post #79: 1st Jun 2016 10:21:42 PM 
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So I have an uneasy feeling about this but I think I may have switched the vote to Melinda. I don't know if Woo and Hope are being honest, but I guess they have no reason to lie. It all started when Woo messaged me about the vote around lunch time. And after he found out I told Jaison he said he guesses the vote is on Melinda, and wanted me to tell him how next round I will keep him and hope safe. It seems to me like they are setting up for an idol play or something. Maybe they will tell Melinda to play an idol or something, and vote her out to make it seem like they were shocked. He said Hope would be mad about it and I would have to persuade her to vote that way, but she wasn't really mad about it at all and went right aLóng with it, which makes me thinking something sneaky is going down tonight. Something isn't adding up, but I'm sticking tot he plan and voting out Melinda. I haven't told her she is leaving yet because I don't know how to break it to her. I found out some other shady information, that Hope and Woo basically made Nick and Jaison tell them that they will take out a Lóng member next round. If Woo trust me as much as he says he does, why would he need to go to those two and ask for them to potentially vote me out? I don't know what he was trying to accomplish but it kind of annoyed me and makes me not want to work with him going forward, but I'm biting my tongue until the right moment. If everything goes as planned then Melinda will be leaving 5-1. If she has an idol then Me, Jaison, or Nick is fucked. She is supposed to be voting for Nick, and she has been campaigning for my vote so I don't think she would vote me out, but I wouldn't put it past her. I'm always expecting to get eliminated going into tribal council, so then if I stay it's like a gift, and if I leave then I can't be shocked. As for now, I will just tell Melinda I'm on the fence and figuring it out until the votes are revealed.
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Post #80: 2nd Jun 2016 7:04:43 PM 
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It's so weird how things change around here. I feel like I may have been overly paranoid about the vote, and it ended up working out perfectly, and it left me in a position of power. I think I can basically choose between which alliance I want to go with if I lose, the Hope/Woo alliance or the Jaison/Nick alliance. I'm still undecided as to which I want to go with, but I strangely trust Woo after night, where I revealed a bunch of fake personal information to him, and he was eating it all up. I don't think he will turn on me now. He also told me that Nick threw me under the bus to him, which absolutely pissed me off. I was nice enough to let Nick know he was a target, and he sold me out QUICKLY. I'm not really a forgiving person, so I don't really know how to handle the situation. I don't understand why he would try to set me up like that, when he knows nothing of me potentially booting him last round if it came to it.

Anyway, I love how the shift happened because I feel like it should be fairly simple to make the merge. I feel like merge has to be coming soon because you guys wouldn't let a tribe get down to two people, and if there are two more challenges it could happen to the Běángsī tribe. So what I'm hoping for is a double tribal this round, and then merge. After reading treemail and Lex's message about it, it seemed to me like it could potentially be some sort of a posting challenge, so I quickly volunteered to sit out, made up some lie how I'm going to be super busy at work tomorrow. I will gladly sit on the side line sippin' mojitos while people do the challenge for me.
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Post #81: 2nd Jun 2016 7:37:39 PM 
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I'm still undecided as to which I want to go with, but I strangely trust Woo after night, where I revealed a bunch of fake personal information to him, and he was eating it all up. I don't think he will turn on me now. He also told me that Nick threw me under the bus to him, which absolutely pissed me off. I was nice enough to let Nick know he was a target, and he sold me out QUICKLY. I'm not really a forgiving person, so I don't really know how to handle the situation.


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Post #82: 3rd Jun 2016 3:54:32 PM 
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For her performance in this game. So at this point in the game I'm not sure if people have figured me out or not, so I am working extremely hard to not get figured out. I was talking to Woo the last few nights about this boy who I really like and getting his advice for him, even going so far as to find a picture of a random guy and send it to him. I was then telling him how I played a facebook game that promoted Sausuage Island and linked him to a challenge from it, so if he was figuring me out he probably isn't now. I also found a picture on tumblr of some girl taking a picture of butter beet at the wizzarding world if harry potter, and I sent it to a few people so they could see me at work. I find it so funny, because it's so easy to lie about where I am in this day and age when people post everything on social media.
Also I made everyone believe I was super busy these past two days because I didn't want to stay up all night posting. Last night I got to cook a fabulous dinner and watch a movie while everyone posted and I acted like I was super busy. Then today while I "worked" I got some stuff done that I needed to outside the game. I'm having a ball right now, you have no idea.

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So with a single boot this round I am expecting a merge next round. Our tribe seems to be doing good in the challenge, so if that's the case then I will be so happy if we merge. I'm ready to get down to the nitty gritty of the game. I could see an 11 person jury with a final 3, so lets hope I am correct. If not a merge, then you guys would put us in new tribes of 7, which I am PRAYING is not the case. I really don't want a final swap fuck taking me out before the Jury. My first goal to accomplish with making Jury, and I feel like I am so close I can taste it. I just need to push through these final few rounds of being on tribes.
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Post #83: 5th Jun 2016 11:05:59 AM 
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I'll start off for apologizing how bad my confessionals were the past round. I think a lot factors went into it, such as everyone being dead for a day after the challenge and everyone just getting quiet waiting for something to happen int he game. I promise when we merge *hint hint wink wink* that my confessionals will pick back up. It's also very hard to confess when you win, because what is there to really say when you don't have to vote someone out? It explains why in survivor after immunity the winning tribe is never shown. Anyway, sorry that they were so bad, but it has been very quiet the past few days on Short, and there hasn't been much to talk about.

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So since everyone has been quiet, I spent the few days solidifying something with Woo. Merge or a swap is on everyone's mind, and going in I need someone on the OG Mushu side to have my back, and Woo is that person. Our conversations are filled with me batting my eyelashes and saying flirtatious comments to him, because I know he just eats it up. I keep opening up to him about fake events in my life, so he trust me even more, which makes me seem fake as fuck, but I'm playing the game, and his trust is essential in the game. I told him the best I've ever done in a game in 7th place, and how I will be ~so~ upset if I don't do better, and he already promised me that. I told him I actually sing and play the guitar, and he wanted me to record a song for him, told him I did and the PWs viewed it like 20 times, thanks PWs! I mean I could record myself singing it, but I doubt anyone would want to hear it. I know for a fact everything I'm doing with him is going to help me in the Lóng run. He isn't going to turn on me until late in the game, if at all. He even told me he's a sucker for a girl who plays the guitar. He is just lucky I can't find a random cute girl playing the guitar online that I could send him and claim is me, because I would totally do it if it meant gaining his trust until the end. Yeah I feel kind of bad about lying so much, but it's a game and I'm here to win.
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Post #84: 6th Jun 2016 9:52:31 AM 
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So I know I have been talking about how I am going to break free from Lóng all game, and now it is officially happening. After I was eliminated in last night's challenge I went to Nick who is supposed to be one of my closest ally, and voiced my concern about how Rachel sucks and how Jaison has targeted me in not one, but two Dragon challenges when he is supposed to be working with me, I told him how I think voting him out would be smart. Well Nick ran right to Jaison about this, and Jaison now knows I wanted him out. This shows me that Nick can't be trusted with anything, and I probably should have voted him out over Melinda. As for Jaison, I don't trust him because if he wouldn't be targeting me if he was really working with me. So I don't really care anymore. I only really trust one person now, and it's Woo. So it's now a mission to be the last remaining Lóng member, I don't care how petty it sounds, it's eye opening when someone you trust turns on you, when you feel justified for taking someone out. He wouldn't take me out of two competitions if there wasn't a hidden agenda in it for him, and I know he promised Woo and Hope he would vote one of Lóng out if we lost and remained on tribes, so I am 100% sure he was voting for me. He can honestly bite me though.
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Post #85: 6th Jun 2016 11:36:01 AM 
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I really don't know what I saw in him. I messaged him about what went down last night to clear the air, and he has such a smug attitude acting like he did nothing. His only excuse for targeting me in both challenges was his trios wanted it. AND? What does that have to do with the price of tea in China? If they told you to vote me out would you fucking do it? Then on top of that he accused me of being shady on the past votes, when if it wasn't for me talking to Woo about switching to Melinda Nick would have probably left. He said he always felt like I was hiding things and not being upfront with him. I won't be working with him or Nick anymore and I don't even care. His attitude is so smug I hate it, he acts like he's in charge of so much stuff. Then he tries to place blame on me, when he went after me in the challenge for no reason. His excuse is that it was a challenge. And if I would have been voted out for not winning then he would have essentially eliminated me. It's the same thing. I need to step away because I want to say so much to him right now and I'm holding back.
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Post #86: 6th Jun 2016 3:30:33 PM 
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So I am just fed up with people today, and I'm slowly watching me burn bridges with Long, but I don't really care either. I talked to Nick and basically brought up the fact that he threw me under the bus when I was supposed to be his closest ally, and he said I was shady in the past few votes. Obviously him and Jaison have been talking about me considering Jaison gave me the same insult just this morning. So things are starting to add up that I am expendable to Frick and Frack. They are sitting here telling me it's not a big deal to target someone in immunity, and if I would have went home for not winning would it have no been a big deal? If they were down for the plan to vote Hope or Woo, they would have targeted them. It's not rocket science and I'm not an idiot. I see right through their shit, and I won't be working with them. I don't care how crazy I may sound, they have such smug attitudes like they are god's gift to this earth. I ended up telling Nick I am done talking to me after he accused me wanting him out, when in reality if I told Woo to vote him out over Melinda, he wouldn't even be here. Then Jaison accuses me of having an idol? I wish I had a fucking idol, it would be used tonight to take one of you out, best believe! Anyway, I already outed the Lóng alliance to Woo, so going back to those two is a done deal, and it won't be happening. I would love nothing more than to send one of them packing, and I don't care if either of them would vote me in the end. My only mission at this exact moment is to paint them as a pair, and start telling people how Jaison made an alliance on Lóng and really wants to stick with it, ensuring one of them hopefully goes home.
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Post #87: 6th Jun 2016 6:10:14 PM 
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I ended up taking a nap and started to think about how I handled the situation, which I must admit was poorly on both ends, but still I don't think how I felt at the time was incorrect. And the way the reacted proved to me that they are closer to each other than they are to me so it's smarter if I break ties now instead of letting them be fake to me. I probably shouldn't have got offended or even said anything but they kept provoking me, and when you're a yorkie messing with a Pitbull, you get bit. Good riddance to bad rubbish you two. If you make it further than me Kudos, if you don't then bad luck, especially you Nick who wasn't going to be on my radar anytime soon, but you chose sides and hopefully you chose the wrong one.

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This vote is the definition of the waiting game, because nobody is willing to say the first name. Everyone feels like whoever says a name will be targeted and that's obviously not what people want. I would do it, but I think after the Nick and Jaison situation I already have a target on my back. I did make sure to tell the one person I do trust, Woo, that I want those two out. He said he will be home in an hour and then we can figure out the vote, which means hopefully he will take who I want out, and try to get one of them out. At this point, I won't work with people I don't trust, and that is All of OG Long. So if someone is targeting them, best believe I will be jumping on that Band wagon and chucking the deuces up to them. I tried to talk to some people about it and they are not budging. I went to hunter talking about how I'm a free agent because I was on the bottom but he isn't really buying it and wanted me to suggest a name. I then told Liz about the Jaison and Nick situation, and she said if anyone suggest my name she has my back, so I'm hoping the connections I had on NuMushu will help me during this first vote but I really have no idea, I just know I'm tired of waiting and people need to put some pep in their step.
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Post #88: 6th Jun 2016 10:11:35 PM 
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So the waiting game was not working for me, and I was tired of waiting to essentially be targeted anyway, so I got a head start on campaigning for someone to leave. I talk to two people first, Woo and Jenna. Deemed as leaders of the original tribes by me, I decided I would get their opinions first on the matter before pushing for anyone to leave. Woo was down to vote anyone, so I went to Jenna to see who she would like to vote out this round. Me and Jenna got pretty close in the pre-game and I think she still liked me a lot, so I went out on a limb and she suggested Nick over Jaison, fine by me, I will go for whichever one will leave. After that my main mission is to get the ball rolling on Nick. I send Woo to talk to Rachel and Hunter, seeing as they are his old tribe and I go to work on OG Anaira because they have the numbers we would need to make this happen. I say that but I ended up talking to Rachel and Hunter as well, and everyone is agreeing that they want Nick out. Nick obviously heard about this and is now pushing for me, so the main event of this round will be Nick vs. Alina, will hopefully Alina coming out victorious. I don't know what else I can do besides keep slandering Nick and painting him and Jaison as a bigger threat. Natalie told me she thinks I'm making headway with people, because Rita wants to do it. Woo said he thinks it's going to work but I don't know, I am always paranoid when I am on the chopping block. Jaison and Nick could have an idol for all I know, and they could be laughing at me right now calling me a foolish bitch. I won't stop campaigning until deadline, so lets hope it works. If it's me I will be kind of upset because I think I have a lot more to offer but it's a game and I know I'm a bigger threat than Nick, so I will update you when I have more information.
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Post #89: 7th Jun 2016 12:00:58 AM 
Well I didn't stop fighting until the last minute but I know my goose is cooked.
Sorry guys, it's been real, thanks for casting me and sorry if I let anyone down.
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