Did I get shot again

Not gonna lie, I feel fucked at this point. I mean, not because I'm in a small group but because I'm not going to have any human shoes at this point. Everyone is going to die within a few phases and I'm gonna be fucked. I really don't feel like I can play towards this bomb win condition long game because these people aren't gonna be around to help me.

Once activity dwindles I'm going to be expected to exit first and I'm NOT willing to do that if I'm playing scum.


although I do appreciate that the Red Child likes me the best. His name better officially be the Red Child, don't you dare change it. If you do call him something else I'm forcing everyone else to call him the Red Child still. I hope he's the new bigger badder Willis 2.0 you teased for about a year and a half.

I'm just guessing I was high overall (3rd?) and decided that the rejects needed a leader too.

I really like that our group is already riding the line between good and evil.

I really don't know what's stopping us from killing Misty now. It's not like any of us have any doubts about what her intentions are. She's a threat to our mission and a liability. She wants to block the obvious path back for us with a trap. She's going to do this for every trap and she'll probably kill someone the second she gets her hands on a weapon.

I'll probably strike first out of fear soon. There's no doubt in my mind she's gunning for the scum win condition. That could be useful for me to have someone working to a similar goal but not someone like Misty who EVERYONE knows the second she says anything is playing as scum.

Can I get red-roomed with like Aldo or something like that guy and Rita? Because I am not having fun atm. I mean, in 12 phases I'm just gonna be dead and this whole experience was for nothing. I just feel ultimately fucked over. I'm not going to give up, of course, I'm going to stick this out and hope it gets better, but this is an absolutely miserable experience so far.

I just want a chance to actually have fun and there's no way I can do that with a group that struggles to get 3 pages per phase and most of these people don't care at all. It's an insult that I'm stuck with them.

Yes, I sound entitled but I think it fucking sucks that this is the group of people I have to bounce back and forth with. I hope a group stumbles on the elevator to E or we stumble on the elevator to wherever they are. And we have no useful roles at first glance. Even mine is useless. This is just a really bad hand and it fucking sucks.

I'm going to try as hard as I can to whip them into shape because this is ridiculous. I just want to have fun and it's not working out right now. This is a social game and where are my social people? Like just even give me a walkie-talkie, something? Why couldn't I be the lonely twin? At least I'd have someone to talk to.

I'm lonely and I feel like this is just a big waste.

This is what I really wanted to say to Lindberg.

Lt Lindberg @ 2/5/2015 12:20

its difficult to get excited about things with the slow moving pace. once we get some items or have to fight things will get more interesting.

Then maybe you should contribute something rather than putting it all on my shoulders. Or maybe even just give me someone to talk to. That's all I fucking want. I feel defeated because you're all like talking to a brick wall. I just want something to do so this can be fun.

Where'd you fucking find people like Lindberg?

did you know i'm a very talented artist

i'm so talented!!!!

to kill misty or not to kill misty, that is the question. If I can figure out her user number I could do it.

I don't need to lie to my group since I didn't kill any of them even though I wanted to.

Only phase 5 and I got the scum win condition twice. Swaggin.

YASSSSSSSS