I realized as I first entered the room and sat quietly without acknowledging the others that I cannot remain the way I have been lately. I cannot cut off all forms of communication and be anti-social. We all came here for similar reasons I imagine, and the best way to achieve your goals is to make an effort. How do I make an effort? I have to view this adventure like a game of basketball. I can only do so much by myself. You always need a team to win, and thus, I realized I better change my behaviour and fit in with the others socially. Most of them seem to be in over their head, but you never know when somebody can come through for you in the clutch. So I will protect all of them as much as I will protect myself, except of course if they are ego-maniacs like Kane. We all have to work together, so I will not tolerate any bashing, intimidating or discriminatory behaviour of any sort. The minute I see someone bullying another, my fist will give them a nice hello.

I would like to add however, that while I do want to protect and keep everyone safe to the best of my ability, I am always going to be aware of my surroundings. Having played basketball at a high level, you always need to think two moves ahead of what is actually happening. You need to know what your going to do with the ball before you actually get the ball. Are you going to shoot? Pass? Drive? If you haven't made your mind up by the time you have received the ball, your either going to lose the ball, or miss your shot.

That's exactly how I plan on attacking this labyrinth. If there's one thing I've learned it's that people can be a double edged sword. The ones you seem to trust the most can hurt you, while those you hate could be the ones you can only trust. I plan on using my keen awareness to always be aware of my surroundings. Nobody, and I mean nobody will be able to catch me off guard. I'm going to be two steps ahead of everybody else. I'm going to protect people because I hate the mere thought of a lost life now, but that doesn't mean I'm lowering my guard from people and making myself vulnerable. Quiet the contrary actually. I'll keep an eye on everyone to make sure they are safe, and keep two eyes on them to make sure they don't try to sneak up on me and kill me.

If somebody does come after me to hurt me in any way shape or form, I have enough confidence that my training will help me retaliate. I am physically stronger, faster and more agile then all of these people here. I can tolerate pain, I always pushed myself when working out to the point that I could literally not stand, and mind games? Those won't work on me. I'll just flip them back on to you.

I don't like Theseus... seems like an impostor. First chance I get I'm taking his sword and sticking it up his ass. He could be whatever the hell he wants to be, but he's still stuck with the rest of us, and in my eyes that makes him just like us. I'm bigger, faster and stronger them him, I plan on easily overpowering him and using his own might sword to end him if he tries anything funny. His days are numbered.

Hahaha, it's funny how things change. Theseus can do what he wants, but who is this Thomas guy? I'll pop a cap in his ass and fucking destroy him. One solid punch to all of his limbs should break each and every one of em'. While I'm at it, I might as well shut Angela's trap permanently too, these two are annoying as hell, fuck. We could do without both of them for sure, and if they don't die soon, if I get a weapon or even my own two hands, I'll give em' a good beating or two. Pissin' me off.

I really want to shove Theseus' sword down Thomas throat and leave him there to rot, god he is fucking aggravating. I'm going to snap and rip him to shreds if he doesn't shut up.

My reasoning behind infecting Ezra is simple. People trust him, especially the other humans. That trust will be their downfall now that he has to kill people. Also, by splitting up, we can cover more ground in the long run, and I can keep tabs on the dynamics on the other group through Ezra. I had it down to Ezra, Lee, Kristoff, but people are weary of Kristoff and that would not have been good moving forward. Lee, I have just met and I do not know either. Ezra seemed like the most logical choice. Nobody is going to suspect him of having to kill people.

Got off to a rocky start with Ezra, maybe he buys it, maybe he doesn't - doesn't matter though because we are in it together. I need to keep up the good guy act with everyone if I ever hope to be reunited with my love.

I want to trust Kristoff, but I don't. Ajax - I respect him for revealing his ability, even if it's a lie. Who knows, it's something.

I need to find some items and soon so I can start using them. I don't plan on killing anyone... yet. Maybe if I end up alone with them and there's no way for people to find out I killed them I can say they triggered a trap or something, but for now I plan on trying to pit people against each other if I can (slowly, don't expect anything soon). But the minute I see people stumble between what they say or claim and do, I will interrogate them and chew them out, and hopefully get people to turn on them. Lynch mob style.

I'm sure some people don't like me for whatever reason they may have as well, to them I say fuck off. I will find them and get to them first.

So my reasoning behind claiming to hear a voice is simple. Try to prove my worth to the group be using what Ezra posts about their side (if it's related to us) and since Walton and Ezra both claim to hear voices, I think I make a pretty easy case to say I hear the voice of my dead fiance in here telling me things on occasion, it's believable, and I can communicate the actions of the other group potentially through my voices to my group - without revealing to them that Ezra and I communicate because I infected him for my own gain.

It could all blow up in my face too but I think the risk is outweighed by the rewards so to speak - which is my value to the group in this journey so I stay alive. I don't plan on dying, even once because I don't want my link to Ezra severed. I will also make shit up on occasion to fuck with people but only when the time is right.

Fuck - I made a little bit of an oversight. Hopefully I caught it in time but if I ever refer to my "voices" in the future, it's probably wise to keep track of them. I only have doubts of my first little white lie, the last two I remember, just have to jot them down.

Sorry I haven't written here in a while just got crazy!

Anyways, I don't have much to add, but I will say I've changed my approach to the game for now. Being more vocal could have come back to haunt me, so I plan on taking a backseat for now but still doing enough to be helpful to these people. I am almost 100% sure now with Ezra's help that Mark and Sophia are twins, and that she is just using this little "voice" think like I have - although I was able to add a backstory to mine (dead fiance) so I don't buy it, Sophia knows who she talks to, and her latest post about keeping an eye on Parker sold her out.

I'm hoping some people start dying soon by traps or getting separated, change things up a litte, get thinks a little chaotic and cause paranoia, so I can thrive at the expense of others and get in their good graces because I am sure there are people who are skeptical of me, for whatever reason. I really wish I can get an item or two moving forward, especially if it's something I can kill people with. Although I probably won't kill somebody right away if I'm alone with them, I'll wait until we get back in a group and get separated again (build trust)

Seems like they've started to really buy into my voices claim, and Ajax posting it as a guidance type is the cherry on top. Now to exploit this even further. Slowly, but surely, I will use it to turn people against each other, or die trying.

No way I'm killing people myself with my own two hands or doing, but maybe, just maybe if I can mess with people's brains a little and turn them on each other, they'll turn on each other.

God, these people are really starting to get on my nerves. So much useless, unnecessary bullshit. Fuck.

I wish some of them would honestly break off into a small group and gtfo, works better for me and it'll cut some of the BS that seems to arise all the time.

oh, and I want a freaking item! I am kind of annoyed all these people are passing around their items and I still have nothing. Like what the fuck. Also glad I chose not to reveal my extra life, and like I told Ezra, losing my extra life via the explosion is probably better then having somebody try to kill me and it not working, because that would definitely give it away.

I do apologize it's so quiet in here, I'm usually better at confessionals, but I guess my posts with Ezra are a combination of how I feel, what I'm thinking while also sharing information with him at the same time.

I'm glad Ezra wants to start killing people. These people have started to get annoying and it's about time. I want to see more people die. Besides the loss of my own extra life, I am kind of sad I picked Gold because had somebody else picked it, they would have died, and even if they were revived, one of those items would be gone. I really need to somehow steer people against each other, cause the drama again, cause people to split up like they threatened to a few phases ago.

and I hope to god the other group doesn't kill Ezra off. Now that my extra life is gone, he's all I got in terms of anything useful, not that I doubt my abilities to win even if he were to die, it's just nice having somebody on your side. Two is better then one.