Morgan- I never got the chance to talk to you. The only things I have heard you do are from the advertisements. That's it. But you do seem like a pretty cool person. It's a shame you weren't around for me to confirm that.

John- Pretty similar case as Morgan. I never got a chance to talk to you. But had you not been AFK, I think you could have been a serious contender, especially with your skills in Espaņol.

CHEF- FROM THE BRIEF TIME WE TALKED, I FUCKING LOVED YOU. WHETHER OR NOT YOU WERE PLAYING A CHARACTER, I DON'T CARE. IT WAS HILARIOUS. AND I FEEL ROBBED THAT I DIDN'T GET TO TALK WITH YOU ANY MORE THAN I DID.

Lindsey- Damn girl, you had some serious spice. I heard quite a bit about you, but not much from you. There was a brief exchange, but from that exchange, you seemed like a pretty funny person. And I wish I could have gotten to know you more.

Ian- You weren't around much, I mnoe, but I thought that, if you could persevere, you had insane potential to be a sleeper agent and take control of the game. But hey, things happen.

Ryan- I really liked you, dude. I wanted to work with you, and I wish I had an opportunity to. But my plans to overthrow the tribe fell through and I had to stay quiet. But you and me could have made a hell of a team.

RC- I never got a chance to talk with you either! There's pretty much nothing that I know about you. I didn't even hear much from other people down the line. You very well could have been a sleeper agent too.

Liz- You were certainly a fighter, but you went to the wrong people with the wrong information. I admired your effort and, objectivrly, I wanted you to succeed.

Frankie- You were actually a girl?! Holy shit!! I never would have guessed. You did provide a lot of entertainment in our very brief chat, and if you were playing a character, then you nailed it.

Danni- How I wish we could have worked together. There are so many things that didn't work out for us. Had you not swapped tribes, we could have been a power couple. But, well... you got fucked by an early swap and, through every attempt that I tried, I could never get the people on my tribe to agree to sway you back over.

Stephen- I really wanted to work with you, man, but I just know that I would never be your number 1 if you still had Kim, Kmanda, Eric, and the Twisted gang. I knew I was on the outs of that alliance, and there was no one else to target but you. In my move, I lost two people who would keep me for a while, and I gained to people who I know I could trust, even though they were the next ones voted out. But you're an insanely kind, insanely smart, and dedicated person who wasn't around at the right time and was part of a group that rubbed me the wrong way. And I wish you didn't have to be a casualty in that crossfire.

Julie- Had you not been screwed over by Yul's paranoia, you probably would be still here. You seemed to be a Jerri or Sierra type player, the one who lurks in the Shadows and comes out as a threat when it's already too late. That strategy must have worked your first time through playing, but a few people out played you, and your ally got played. But from our brief exchanges, you're an excellent player and a very smart persson.

Courtney!- You were the bomb diggity, and I REALLY wish that we could have gotten a chance to work together. You were as cool as dry ice, girl. Had things gone differently, we could have ran things up in this joint.

Dolly- What an awful, awful round that was. Everyone irrationally hated you and I felt like that was the beginning of the end. I truly liked you and wanted you to stay, but you were basically at Mike's mercy, and he didn't want to make a whole lot of adjustments. You're my bae <3

Kelly- Goddammit, it was rough hearing that you were done. I really, really wanted to work with you since we didn't have a lot of time to work together in Twisted. You're a great player and one who I know I could trust, and one who really knows how to play. A cool person to chill with and strategize with. Maybe in another reality we could have worked together more. :/

ED- I never really got a whole lot of chances to talk with you, but I think that you're one of the more complex people to play this season. Even if you were playing as a character, you were doing it in a way that had depth to it. Giving a double vote up to Yul was insanely generous, and it could have been something useful (Goddammit Yul), but the act of it was great, even though my perception of you was a very rough around the edges but heart of gold kind of guy.

Fabio- What a class act, and a good player. Not only did you know HOW to manipulate Yul, but you were a very deceptive and smart player, and I think the only chance we had of getting you out was the plan that we executed. The way you went out was insane, and going out with such class was great.

Yul- Man, were you a hassle. You screwed me out of the win on the challenge, you screwed Julie out of the game, and then you screwed yourself out of the game. And it was beautiful. But, man to man, its always a pleasure talking with you, and you're a person who I can always count on to laugh at my sub-par jokes! I'm not sure if I can trust you as much as I did in future games, but I know that you will be on my side. And thanks for helping to set up my idol play. Smile

Michelle- The victim of a very ugly move done by Jeremiah. You shouldn't have been the one that got voted out that night, it should have been Monica. But you were a great ally. I know I could always talk game with you, or just talk about how shitty our jobs were. You blurred the line between friend and ally, and I hope we can maintain some of that going forward. And thanks again for that idol Wink

Shontayla- I wish we had a chance to work together. You were a pretty smart player, and even though I didn't hear much about the moves that you made, you still managed to make the jury, and that's a hell of an accomplishment making it into the top 40% of people.

Ronnie- I was very surprised at how early you went out. I thought you would be in the game much longer than you were. But then you came back with an insanely impressive run at the immunity challenge, and you managed to survive for long enough to make it to the jury. I mean, that takes a lot of effort. Good on you, man. You've always been a great player.

Sundra- Your inactivity is what ultimately led to you being booted, and that sucks. I wanted to work with you and change our tribe around earlier, but your inactivity screwed us out of that plan. I wish you had been around more. We could have done great things. But, from talking to you, you always sounded busy, and I can respect that. It was sad to see you go, and you were a nice, smart, cool person.

Monica- How the fuck did you stay around so long?! Though knowing you, I know that you're a sassy, funny person who likes to chill a lot, but you had some diehard fans that just needed you around. You're always a good person to go to for entertainment though. I hope I get to see more of that in your confessionals later.

Mike- Damn, dude. You and me were on a rollercoaster the entire game. Our relationship had a lot of ups and downs. It started off decent enough. We were good allies who were willing to work together and wanted to, and then you jumped ship and left me on a sinking one. Then we landed in the same boat again, only this time, you had the upper hand and I was at your mercy, and then it flattened out again and we were just about to start working together again when Jerri and Heather fucked us over. You were always a pretty relaxed dude and you were really easy to talk to. I just wish that we weren't so wishy washy all game. We could have made a great team.

Sierra- Probably the biggest threat that needed to be voted out. You would just log in for like, 20 minutes, and then log off, and the entire vote went your way every time! Your control on the game was insanely tight, and the only way you weren't making the finals is if we pulled off what we did. You were always an insanely nice person though, and you seemed to be a genuinely good person in real life. I'm sure that you probably have a lot going for you. I wouldn't be surprised.

Eric- Fuck, man. We faced a lot of turmoil and troubles, and I wish that I could have been stronger to not vote for you. But I tried to be as respectful as possible, because I know that you're an amazing, cutthroat player, and I heard that you were doing a lot of double dealing. I just didn't really know which direction was up with you anymore, and I was offered a way out, so I took it. I didn't want there to be any hard feelings, but clearly, there was not enough social grace on my part. I'm sorry, dude. I wish things would have worked out differently.

Kim!- You're such an awesome person, and such a great player. Had it not been done the way it was, I would have been more upfront about voting you, but I was clustered with time, and I thought what I did was right. But clearly, it wasn't. I enjoyed every talk that we had, and you were always a gracious host to me in Twisted, and I hope that we can rekindle whatever we had lost in your boot. I'm sorry things happened the way they did. And I hope that we can patch things up and continue to talk once this game is all over.

Jeremiah- Damn, man. You and Mike were such similar stories in my book. I always thought that I could trust you, even though you gave me almost every reason not to. I truly wanted to go to the end with you, if only not to prove the point I was trying to make when I tried to vote you out. You are such a strong player, and such a nice, genuine guy who understands the game and understands people. I just wish that things could have worked more in our favor.

Zmanda- I can officially say that I would not be here if it wasn't for you. You saved me from a possible tie and a lost tie challenge (probably). You came through and saved me a multitude of times, and even though I disagreed with how you came off in the past few rounds, the way that you exited was pretty gracious. You were always nice to me (except for the last few rounds), and I think that's what you really are. I think you're a good person, even though you come off like you're not. Like ED, you're another complicated person, one of the more complicated and erratic, that have been on this season. Using an idol on me and then wanting to vote me out the next round? Kinda strange. Lol. But maybe I was being super played. But maybe not. But I hope you enjoyed talking with me as much as I enjoyed talking with you. You know, with the exception being the past week or so.

Which leads us to now. Maybe my confessionals haven't been super amazing and consistent, but I've tried to supply some sort of narrative, some sort of perspective that hasn't been on this season for anyone else besides me. And I may not have been the best player this season, but making the F4 in my second ORG? Not bad, even if I am possibly a goat.

2 down, 2 to go

If by everyone you meant ONE person then yea?

Yeah, Abi. Don't you know how to math?

Love ya Erik <3

Well, some of them definitely are.