Well! I have made it to the final 4! It was by no means easy. I know I'm going to face a lot of hell if I make it to the final tribal council, but I'm ready to prove why I should be the winner of Epic FvFvF!

The below people all had a hand in me making it to where I am right now whether I had a hand in their elimination or not. To them, I give thanks, otherwise titties would have no point. Or was that to nipples? Anyway...

33. John - Your demise was your own fault. Unfortunately, you came in to the game a couple of days before the first tribal council. That sealed your fate. You weren't able to make relationships with anyone and your attempts at fitting in were a little too late. Sorry bud, but good luck in your future endeavors!

32. Chef Joe - Our alliance was short lived! While you, Yul, and I were on the same page, Julie had other plans. I don't know if you just annoyed her or what, but apparently she was calling the shot for your elimination and I'm sorry. Fortunately, Julie was one of my closest allies and I knew she wouldn't want me out anytime soon. I'm sorry you left, but it got me further.

31. Morgan - I loved the real Morgan so I was looking forward to talking to you and hopefully working with you! We never spoke however, and your inactivity would not help me in the long run. Maybe we will be able to play together in the future!

30. Courtney - Courtney! The first person voted out that I truly didn't want to leave! Our friendship and hopeful alliance came too little too late. After losing that immunity challenge, there was no real reason to vote out anyone. Your downfall came when Ronnie wanted you out and you suggested him. So the rest of us, voting out two people, decided it would be easiest to vote both of you out. I made a promise though, that I wouldn't vote for you and I made sure to keep that promise! I hope to speak with you more after this is over and hopefully play with you again sometime!

29. Lindsey - Although we never spoke, I did hear that you caused quite a ruckus on Jarana! You seemed friendly enough, but we never spoke. You were unlucky enough to face the HoH pinata and that sent you home...

28. Ian - Your downfall was also your inactivity. I believe you were active at the start of the game, but we never spoke so I wouldn't actually know much about that. Good luck in your future!

27. RC - While you were active, I heard you were ousted for being a threat or for talking about eliminating someone that had the numbers. Sucks to go before someone that's inactive though... Sorry for your misforutne and good luck in your future!

26. Ryan - Ryan! Congrats on winning that advantage in that one immunity challenge for your tribe! That's all I know you really did... I'm sorry that you were one of the first victims to Eric's pregame alliance... Maybe we can play together someday.

25. Frankie - I never liked Frankie. I'm kinda glad that I never had to interact with you for that reason, but hopefully you weren't that much like him. I'm pretty sure you were inactive and that's what brought your downfall.

24. Elisabeth - Elisabeth! I loved the real Elisabeth so I was hoping to end up on a tribe together! I was hoping we could work together! You seemed like a great person, but were ultimately the second victim to Eric's alliance. Hopefully someday we can play together and work together!

23. Danni - DANNI! I never wanted to evict you... Unfortunately you were up against a closer ally in a BB round so there wasn't much hope... Dick wanted you gone. I wish we could have gone further together, but circumstances led us in a different direction... I'm sorry for having to vote you out.

22. Stephen - Stephen. The first of the pregame alliance to fall. While I have nothing against you personally, hearing from Elisabeth that you were part of an alliance that formed early on in the game and even before the game, I immediately wanted your whole alliance out. Like most everyone else not on my tribe, we never actually spoke. It was hard enough keeping up with my own tribe. Good luck in your future and treat Shontayla nicely! I heard you two were a thing? Or maybe just in her eyes?

21. Julie - Julie!!! I am so sorry for what happened to you! Everything was supposed to go smoothly and Fabio should be out right here! You know this story already, but when Fabio caught wind that he was the target of this tribal council, he took advantage of gullible and paranoid Yul, spreading lies that you wanted to target Yul. Instead of confronting you, he just went along with the plan to vote you out, and whatever way Yul went, Dick would follow. I don't know what he was thinking at that last minute trying to change our votes when it didn't even matter... I hope to speak to you more after the game and hopefully we can play again together in the future!

20. Dolly - Sadly, we never spoke, but I feel like we would have gotten along pretty well! I was hoping Mike would have used his HoH to go after a bigger threat than you, but apparently he was part of the Eric alliance... Good luck to you in your future endeavors.

19. Kelly - Kelly! I also never wanted to vote you out, but again, circumstances put me in this situation. Dick winning HoH was already not ideal. Then, he had heard that two of his own allies wanted to get him out. To this day, I still don't know who told him this, but it was false. I was talking about it, not either of Michelle or Sierra. When Sundra used the veto to take Sierra off the block, Jerri was immune which only left Shontayla, you, and I as his options for a replacement. Sadly, he put you up over Shontayla. Again, I couldn't vote out someone I had a closer relationship with so I'm sorry you were voted out...

18. Dick - Oh Dick... I wish things would have gone better. I was really hoping that the old Escensia could have stuck together: you, me, Jeremiah, Sierra, Michelle, and Shontayla. When Shontayla and Jerri both ended up being safe, one of us 6 had to go and your previous actions gave me a perfect reason to throw your name out there. You had irrationally put up two of your own alliance members... Sadly, we had to vote someone out and you were the only logical option...

17. Fabio - Fabio! I never talked to you, but you seemed like a cool dude! I was looking forward to playing with you, but the closer it got to a merge, the more scared of you I became. But! We do have something in common! I'm gonna assume you're pissed an idol is what sent you home! Well, I AM TOO! That was partly MY idol! And it was given to Erik without my permission whatsoever! Sierra, Michelle, and I created that idol together and I was pretty sure that it would only ever be used on one of us three when we needed to use it. IF we used it on someone else, it should have been ok'd by all three of us. Sadly, Michelle barely asked Sierra about it and I think asked Zmanda more about it than her! If Zmanda had as much of a part in creating that idol as I was told that's fine, but I wasn't informed of this at all! I'm still pretty pissed about it to this day! So, I'm sorry Fabio, that I actually DID have a part in voting you out... Maybe we can play together in the future!

16. Yul - Navneet - Yul, Yul, Yul... We started out as really good alliance members. I trusted you a good amount. The second time we went to tribal council, Mike was telling me that you wanted to vote me out. I still don't know which of you was telling me the truth. So then m y trust in you was kind of shaky. Unfortunately, you lost all of my trust when you voted out Julie. You let your paranoia get to you and made a decision that was not well thought through. From then on, I was rooting for your demise. I was ENCOURAGING Eric to play an idol and oust you. I wanted it to happen for Julie. And that it did. After learning you were Nav, I had mixed emotions. I felt we could have trusted each other more. However, I'm pretty sure you knew who I was although I didn't know who you were and after BB Kaslar, I can see why you wouldn't really want to work with me, but that's not so much my fault.

15. Michelle - Michelle! I'm sorry that our last conversation ended on a bad note. I felt bad for getting so mad at you, because the play you made did make since. I just wish it would have been discussed with me. I was really hoping Sierra, you, and I would have been able to make it to the merge and ultimately the final 3! I was pissed when I found out that Jeremiah was the reason you were voted out... But I'll talk more about Jeremiah later. And just so you know, you're my favorite Asian here!

14. Shontayla - The last of the pre-merge. We have been on a bumpy ride. We worked well together in Escensia until the tribal swap. At that point, you decided to lie to me for some reason despite you not being in danger. I don't know if you just didn't want me to have the power or what, but you got what you wanted. We reconciled closer to the merge, until Zmanda told me again that someone was lying about me. I assumed it was you since you had done it before. Sadly, I found out that Jerri could have been the culprit to some of, if not all of, these lies. Right now, I'm not sure where we stand, but I do enjoy you as a person!

13. Ronnie - We never were on the same page. The air between us was always tense. I never disliked you, but from a game point, I just needed you gone. When you came back, I was so disappointed. On top of that, I heard that you were in Eric's alliance, which did NOT help me AT ALL! We had to get rid of you if we couldn't get Eric so I'm sorry, but not really. <3

12. Sundra! - SUNDRA! My Aitu 4! And by 4 I mean 4th to Michelle, Sierra, and I, but I don't know if they felt the same. After Michelle was gone and I had learned that Sierra was probably more loyal to Zmanda than me, I stuck with you! Unfortunately, you were too inactive and work got in your way... There is no telling how different this game would be right now if you were still around! You being dismissed from jury wasn't the best of luck for me either! Hopefully we can play together again when you are able to be more active!

11. Monica - We never spoke until you said "I just don't want her around long". Biiiiiiitch! I wanted you gone that second. And I tried my hardest to get you voted out at that tribal. Unfortunately, my girl Julie was voted off and I did not enjoy it. I wanted you gone every opportunity after that. Ironically, when it came time for you to go, I wanted you to stay. Your dedication to the game was non existent and you were no threat compared to Kim. However, Eric's alliance, and more specifically Mike, were not budging on voting you out. This raised my red flag with Mike. So, I was actually sad to see you go. Also, I do enjoy Monica on real Survivor, so I hope she/you do great on second chances.

10. Mike - This was the single hardest, yet easiest vote I had to cast this entire game. I truly consider you as a friend and wanted to go to the end with you. We have been through a lot and while our friendship is probably not mutual and never will be again, just know that I do like you as a person outside of this game. That being said...

I do know the way you play for the most part and I wasn't going to let you use me. I know you wanted me to get to the merge so I could be a vote for you on jury and help you vote people out to make it to F3. I know you wanted to carry me to the end so I could be your goat and you could tell everyone you told me what to do and made sure I did everything you wanted. Well, I wasn't going to let that happen. I don't want to be seen as a goat, I do not want to be your puppet, and I'm not gonna do everything you say. I decided to make this move against you after you laughed about me choosing the wrong side and refusing to even consider voting out Kim over Monica even though EVERYONE knows very well that Kim is a bigger threat than Monica. This showed me that you were more loyal to Kim and Eric's alliance (or formally Eric's alliance) than you were to me. So I took the opportunity I had to show everyone that I was not your puppet and that I was here to play and win this game.

9. Sierra - We have been through a lot. Early on, we formed a friendship and alliance. Mike continuously told me that you were closer to Zmanda than me, but I didn't believe him based on what you were telling me. I don't know if this was my ignorance or your strategy, but the things you were telling me turned out to be true. Jerri and I were the only people, besides yourself of course, that were not part of your blindside. I guess that one challenge was too telling and you were more dangerous than I thought. I was hoping you would have stayed around longer, but the others had a different agenda and you were completely right that Zmanda would turn on you eventually. I'm sorry you were voted out and I hope to play with you again. Also, no hard feeling on your vote for me, I understand why you cast it.

8. Eric - Eric. Our relationship was an estranged one. While I enjoyed you as a person, we were never on the same page game-wise. You were seen as the powerful force, leading a large alliance into the merge. Once there though, you fell behind the lines and let your allies take the brunt of the damage. This is when we really began talking again. Our new found alliance was founded too little too late as Zmanda had her sights set on you... I'm not entirely sure why. Maybe it was because she thought you were a larger threat or maybe cause she was aligned with Kmanda and Kim? I wish you hadn't been part of that pregame alliance, because I believe it would have made things easier for both of us honestly. I hope to talk to you more and play with you again someday.

7. Kim - Like Eric, our friendship blossomed late. I didn't even speak to you until the round Monica was voted out and I'm glad we did. You are actually a pretty cool chick and we have some common ground. I was against you nearly the whole merge, but we continued to be civil towards one another. Unfortunately, you were too large of a threat to keep in the game despite the deals you were trying to strike up. I'll talk to you soon and see you on the outside!

6. Jeremiah - Oh Jeremiah! We have been through a lot! You are my last remaining tribe mate... And you played a great game. However, I am a little disappointed in how shady you were. I don't know if most of your excuses for not responding were true or made up. I also question most of your decisions and I'm not sure if you were actually wanting to go along with the Escensia alliance. After hearing that you were working with so many people, I questioned your loyalty. However, I was going to use this to my advantage if Jerri, you, and I made the final three. Jerri had other plans however and thought you were a huge threat since you had no enemies and were a part of every vote and blindside. I do enjoy you as a person and feel that our real life conversations were legit and I hope to talk to you more soon.

5. Zmanda - Our relationship was always a weird one. We would be civil to each other in one-on-ones, but you always ended up talking about me to others negatively or blowing up in public forums. I'm not sure which is the real Zmanda or maybe they both are Zmanda. I honestly don't think you are a bitch and your outbursts were funny, well thought out, and just for game purposes. If I'm wrong, then I'm wrong and you are a bitch, but I don't like you any less because you and I were always on decent terms. I do question your comments about me being a goat, because I disagree, but I guess we will discuss that at the FTC if I make it. Hopefully, we can talk outside of this game and play again together!

What a journey! :') I'll see the jury at FTC and the rest of you at some point! Good luck to Jerri, Kmanda, and Erik!

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Heather ain't afraid of nobody, she will post it publicly!

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22. Stephen - Stephen. The first of the pregame alliance to fall. While I have nothing against you personally, hearing from Elisabeth that you were part of an alliance that formed early on in the game and even before the game, I immediately wanted your whole alliance out. Like most everyone else not on my tribe, we never actually spoke. It was hard enough keeping up with my own tribe. Good luck in your future and treat Shontayla nicely! I heard you two were a thing? Or maybe just in her eyes?

Lol I never even spoke to Shontayla.

Oh unless you're talking about her trying to homewreck my relationship with Courtney.

Aww Heather thanks

Stephen Fishbach @ 22/8/2015 18:37

Quote 22. Stephen - Stephen. The first of the pregame alliance to fall. While I have nothing against you personally, hearing from Elisabeth that you were part of an alliance that formed early on in the game and even before the game, I immediately wanted your whole alliance out. Like most everyone else not on my tribe, we never actually spoke. It was hard enough keeping up with my own tribe. Good luck in your future and treat Shontayla nicely! I heard you two were a thing? Or maybe just in her eyes? Lol I never even spoke to Shontayla.

Oops.

Just seeing this now.

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