I sent Jeremiah a pm but it's been oddly quiet, so I expect to get fucked over tonight. I don't know how Kim does it, she's just so many leagues ahead of me. I feel like a fatman trying to climb Mount Everest at this point

So I owe you can update, the past couple of rounds have been unbearably overwhelming. Somehow, someway, Amanda K made the move to blindside Kim....but what's worse...Heather AND Erik both FLAKED OUT so hard...and didn't vote Kim, which was in my opinion very weak, and it demonstrates first hand that neither of them really deserve to win this game. But even so, Amanda K puts the nail into Kim's cofffin, which stung even worse because Kim was staying without that. Fast Forward Kim and Amanda Z berrating her for hours.


I made a Final 2 deal with Amanda K before she made the leap to vote Kim, and I fully intend on living up to it. I feel after her Fanfic, her betrayal of Kim, and her surviving the vacation, she needs to make the finals and have her voice heard..it would be kind of a travesty if she didn't make it. I could win more easily against Heather and Erik in a Final 3 for sure, and if that is what ends up happening then by all means...but I won't vote Amanda K out. She's never made the finals before and deserves to make it.


This round though, I jeopardized Amanda K quite a bit by removing Jeremiah. I was thinking about for a long time and realized, it was a move that needed to be made. Whenever I spoke to anyone about Jeremiah, they would always hold off on how he isn't that a big threat and he is LOYAL to them. Jeremiah was loyal to everyone, and he is the only person I believe voted correctly at each vote....maybe all game? but at least the merge. I think Jeremiah was ACTUALLY....a bigger jury threat than Zamanda or Kamanda!

But now that I made this move, if I lose Immunity, AT LEAST I have Kamanda and Zamanda to fall back on as potential votes. Maybe Erik and Heather will see them as more dangerous than me? Or could I have made the biggest blunder of my game yet? TBH, I think if Zamanda left, and Kamanda won immunity (or maybe even if she didn't) I stood a PRETTY high chance of going home, Jeremiah has NO REASON to vote for Heather or Erik over me, and it wouldn't be super difficult for him to get me out of the game. So I rather be 5th place making a big move like this, than go out 5th place regretting that I never made this move. My gut was telling me I had to do it.



I may as well throw my quotes here too, I don't feel like making a new thread




1. Dolly
2. Monica
3. Danni
4. Liz
5. Fabio
6. Kelly
7. RC
8. John
9. Courtney
10. ED
11. Chef Joe
12. Ryan
13. Lindsey
14. Stephen
15. Ian
16. Sundra
17. Julie

Why should I win over Kamanda:

1. Kamanda is here because of ME, not the other way around

2. I stuck to my word and kept friendship above the game

3. I dominated HARDER in challenges than her

4. Did not rely on pre-game connections to survive