So a LOT has happened since I've last talked to you guys! I totally have not kept up with what I said I was gonna do and do a confessional almost everyday. Haha.

Mike and Sierra are my closest allies right now. We lost Michelle and I have NO idea what is up with Jeremiah. Erik still acts like he is/wants to work with me. And Eric is, I'm sure, treating me just like he is every person left in the game; as if I am his closest ally. I know that he, Ronnie, Kim, And Kmanda are close. I know that Monica and Mike, and possibly Jeremiah now, are on the outs of that onion alliance. I don't know what to do really.

I'm mad that no one sees me as a threat, but I have been playing a good game I think. No enemies, lots of friends, and two good allies. Right now, I'm trying to figure out who the vote is going to be... It started out as Kmanda... Then it went to Ronnie. Then Mike was talking of blindsiding Zmanda in case she had an idol. And now everyone wants Shontayla cause she's spreading lies. I'm just glad it's not me right now. I was afraid it was though because Shontayla was telling Ronnie I wanted him out to plant a seed so that Ronnie would play an idol if he had one. But then she went and showed Zmanda something about a screenshot where I was telling Ronnie our plan? Which of course never happened, but Shontayla is known to photoshop screenshots of convos. So that makes sense that she did that...

I'm bout to just be a flat out bitch when we merge. I have been so nice and I think that is why people think they can just play me. Like Shontayla and them. I might just go and cut some bitches. Like Eric needs to go. He has too many people in his corner and I think mike knows that. He might be willing to play his idol to oust him later in the merge. That is if I make it...

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