Ugh, sorry for being mia confessional wise, I've been pretty busy the past couple of days, but now I have time to write one.


So, I was really hoping that Evel would get online, and I could give him my candy to save him. I would have gotten a new ally out of it, and one of the 4 girls in the alliance on that tribe would of had to go. It's kind of ok though that he went, because that was a strong ally for Yul, and he has a good portion of allies, which he doesn't need, at least for my sake.


After the vote, and the team reveal, I got word from Jerri that Shontayla was going to throw, and that we should to. We would be able to vote either Heather or Sierra, which would of been fine with me because they voted me out before. I'm pretty sure Yul's team threw, which kept Shontayla from doing so. But It's ok that we both won because now Yul and Eric have to settle their differences, or vote one another out.


I was talking to Yul and it slipt that I gave my candy to Eric, which is I guess ok, because now he thinks Eric could have 3 idols, which might sway him away from voting Eric at tribal.


So far they both want to vote Monica, but neither trust each other enough to believe them. I tried to tell Eric what Yul had said, about hoping the vote is Monica, but there is always that chance that Yul is playing me. I'm not sure if Eric is going to idol himself tonight or not still, but we'll see.


Relationships (in order of closest at the top to barely talking at the bottom)

Eric- We have a final 2, and are feeding eachother information. I really hope we can get into merge and go extremely far, and of course to the end together.

Yul- Yul and I's relationship is very weird. He voted me out, but yet the things he is telling me makes me think he trusts me, so I think he is my #2, but at the same time, I have to be careful because he did cut me loose last time.

Mike- I do trust Mike, although I think I lost a little trust from him when Yul told him I gave my candies to Eric, before I told him

Jerri- I really really hope Jerri and I's relationship is legit. I want to believe that we are close allies, but there is a chance that she is playing me too (aka paranoia)