I can't believe I actually signed up for this shit again. It's been around 6months since I played my last ORG and honestly I don't know if I'm ready for all of this again. Porta Umbra really took a lot out of me and my confidence for this isn't exactly the best. There is no more lying about age, alias etc because alias have gone to shit in this game. There are so many pregame connections it's a little ridiculous. There's the whole Epic 3 connection. Plus the Good and Evil connection between Mike, Amanda, etc. Then we got some of the oldies like Shontayla, John Cody. Honestly, I don't expect myself to get that far in this game but that definitely isn't stopping me from trying my best. More later

So basically I'm a social butterfly as usual and people are probably just gushing in their confessionals about me. To name a few probably Amanda K, Danni, Eric, etc. Just kidding of course I'm not that narcissitic, but I have a feeling there is a chance I could be potentially named as a social threat early on idk. I already know forsure that Amanda K will be a social threat down the line. Talking to her, it was just so easy to communicate and continue the sentence and we really just connected so well. I really want to work with her right now and down the line, but I'm also super wary of her because I know she/he is super likable.

I'll just talk about other people as well too. Erik is very happy go lucky, self depricating etc., and it's kinda endearing in a nerdy way. He is like most people when they "start ORGs" (I'm not so sure if he is telling the truth) but they're all enamored with finally playing the game and strategy and getting to meet new people. I'm by no means a veteran, but he very much gives off Erik vibes. However, he seems very into strategy so I think that I have to keep my eye on him as well. Also I have no idea why the people in S3 thought Danni was inactive bc she is a social joy and we've basically talked like every night and it's not boring at all. There's also Sundra who I started off strong with but talking with her seems a little forced and awkward. Hopefully, she doesn't feel the same way and will want to work with me as the game starts up. Kim just go an AIM today so no luck there and other than that I haven't talked to anybody else because they're either inactive or I haven't caught them on yet.

A few people have reached out to me so far namely Sierra and Dolly, obviously I want to use these past season connections to my advantage but I also remember they blindsided me. Dolly can be a little naive imho opinion so I need to remember that and I also need to remember that Sierra is a total gamer and I thought he was my closest ally before they both backstabbed me in season 1. Sierra was super apologetic and played up the fact that he already made FTC both times so he was going to be a super threat and all he wanted to do was help me win, and tbh at this moment I think he was really trying to stoke my ego so I'm super wary of him right now. Supposedly he's going to lay low and not try to make moves which honestly is a good strategy because everyone knows his gameplay. I think that might be my strategy early on because there are just so many people in this game. There doesn't seem to be too many dominant personalities in this game, so there is a chance I might take charge which I would prefer not to happen. However if Morgan joins our tribe, I know her from outside the game and he plays pretty agressive and never subtle so I could potentially use that as a shield. Fabio could also be a dominant person on the tribe so I have to watch for him. I also think that Erik's naivite could potentially be manipulated by other people and he could be made a faux leader of the tribe as he is really active. I'm just not sure at this point so I just need to be aware. I'm not going to try to flex any sort of sway I have until later or unless I have to because the moment I do, I become a target and in a game as big as this, that is the last thing I want to do.

Praise Jesus you gave me morgan

Fuck you, literally took away the person who was going to be my closest ally so serious like fuck you

say it to random.ORG!

It was in the moment reaction, slightly less fuck you. At least I have an alliance with Erik out of this

Also this challenge was my shit in epic one so fuck all them