So, I've been majorly busy with some Calculus III homework which would explain my lack of confessionals. That being said, this game has been a ride of ups and downs for me. Especially the last couple weeks.

Starting off in this game, all the people I actually had nice conversations with all disappear on me. The first person I really started having a bond with and talked to was Fabio. Nonetheless, when the first Red Rover comes along, Fabio gets taken. Alright, well I'll just keep moving on. Then I got pretty close with Michelle and soon enough, she got kidnapped right from under my nose. Finally, Mike was my last ally on my tribe, and he mutinied away.

Apparently I'm really blind to alliances. Erik/Stephen/Amanda/Kim/Eric have had this huge alliance for quite some time. I'm actually really silly not to have seen it before, but it all makes sense now. They've been so obvious that it's ridiculous I never saw it. Well, I won HoH and got it taken away. Then I got nominated, but then I won veto. Elisabeth tried to break up this alliance and got Kmanda nominated, but it didn't even matter. She was gone regardless.

I hated to see her go because she was someone that actually gave me the time of day and talked to me.

THANK

HOLY

FUCK

FOR

THIS

SWAP.

LOL....i'm so sorry about the HoH being ripped away. The 2 Amandas and 2 Eric really fuck up my life

You know Abi, it's all good! I actually probably would've just fucked up my game even more anyway so it doesn't matter.

This new tribe is literally heaven on Earth <3 People are actually talking, they're friendly. I feel like I've been given new life in this game. Thank the lords. And to think I was just about to ask for a swap in Spanish to see if it would work.