Well, that round sucked. I got really lucky that I didn't get stuck with Eric's group though that is a total shit show. Yul thought he had the votes and a good plan in order to oust Eric but someone didn't go through with the plan. Yul pretty much out-strategized himself out of the game which is sad especially for me. Yul was a shield in this game for me because while he was in the game thats who everyone's attention was on. I really hate when people I don't like get things they want.

So in this new tribe I hear from Shontayla that Ronnie is targeting me if we lose the next challenge because I have never talked to him so I know I have to really bring it in the next challenge. The challenge is revealed and its a STORY TELLING CHALLENGE!! Which is what I am pretty much amazing at.

Once I figure out that we can actually write a full fledged story and not just an itinerary of a birthday party I think of a Murder Mystery theme with comedy. So I tell everyone to write up a little introduction to their character as they get ready to go to the party so we can get our participation points.

Then, I make a mockery of the personality traits that they gave me in their introductions. Once I start writing I just get involved in the story and I really busted my ass to make sure it formatted correctly and was presented very nicely. I even photoshopped an Artis head as a cake. The story was really my brainchild <3 so I am glad we won with it.

I also got to talk to Ronnie, mostly about the challenge, but that gets rid of his excuse that I have never talked to him. Ronnie did most of the heads on the people's bodies and did the main picture. I felt like our use of story and the pictures we implanted into the story would make up for our lackluster photo.

I don't know why I am so morbid, lmao. In warriors I also did a senseless murder scene haha. Oh well <3 who were your favorite characters?

So we have this BIG alliance of Mike, Ronnie, Kim, Jeremiah, Monica, Eric, Amanda K. that HAS TO HAS TO GO before merge at least one if the numbers of potentially me, jerri, shontayla, sierra, erik, heather, sundra want to be able to survive at merge. Jerri came to me with a plan to throw the challenge so that we can get rid of either Amanda K. or Ronnie. So...I say to myself "You know, we really shouldn't let them have a piņata" so I talk to Erik and we both plotted with each other to post the mariachi band and collaborate so we can both get the pinata's for our respective team.

Shontayla apparently has 3 candys, I have 4 and if I can get 1 from the piņata we have an idol which we could use going into merge. We make a deal with Sundra to give us a vote nullifier just in case Heather decides not to vote with us and we oust Kmanda or Ronnie so we can knock down one of their numbers come merge.

Well this round was stupid as hell. Shontayla and Jerri make this plan to take out Amanda K. So we make a chat with Heather (who also seemed willing to vote out ronnie/amandak) so we all agree. Then LATE that night I found out from Jerri that heather screenshotted the entire chat about the plan.

Apparently shontayla was trying to cause conflict between Mike and Ronnie so they would not trust each other, and she got caught because I think heather leaked it to Ronnie.

So basically, no one can keep their god damned mouths shut and for some reason those 3 people just couldn't seem to be able to work together. So Shontayla had to bite the bullet.

Also, since I know its a sinking ship and I have HAD it, I told Kim and Kmanda I would be loyal to them because fuck everyone else. I also tried to group in Sierra and wrangle her into some sort of alliance with them and me but idk if they really like her or not.

I really do like Kim and I think we have the same humor and she likes my racism so she is good for now with me lol. I know she is part of Eric's people and I know that side probably wants me out but I think the only thing I can do is cozy up to power and try and wrangle them away from Eric.

Who knows, congrats to me on making merge and jury lol something I didn't think I would be able to do, ESPECIALLY with my first week lol.

This round we got lucky with who got what potions, thank you random.org! <3

We are splitting the votes between Eric and Ronnie. I think for sure Mike is going to be using his idol on Eric because for some reason he wants to be his butt buddy. Everyone giving their idols to eric is so lulzy.
I am hoping with this split it can go without a hitch and people aren't complete dumbasses. I actually don't have faith in this group at all for them to be able to pull this split off correctly. -shrugs- all I know is I am safe.

I am SUPER relieved that Sierra won that HoH. I know that Mike has the Pov, Eric has immunity, Kim got the piņata checker, heather is mvp, jerri got exile, Jeremiah and I canceled each other, Erik got candies, Sierra got HoH.

The only thing that isn't really accounted for is the extra idol because no one is really confessing to it. I am sure the other side probably has it x.x I have a feeling a lot of idols are going to be used this round and flushed lol. I hope that I don't have to use mine to stay safe but who knows.

I am gonna try and target Amanda K. She doesn't really talk to me and I know I am probably not included in any of her plans. I want to keep Kim safe because Kim and I have actually gotten fairly close. I do enjoy talking to her we have some heart to hearts and talk about a lot of outside the game stuff haha I also understand her humor and she likes mine. She says even though I'm a horrible racist she still really likes me lmao.

I am slightly nervous with Heather having MVP because I don't trust her much, I don't like talking to her, but better believe if she noms me i will idol myself and put HER up and say fuck it.

I am definitely in an alliance with Sierra, Jeremiah, Kim, and Amanda K. We all made a chatroom called FK Heather 2015 because we all can't stand her. A couple nights ago we were all talking about our Heather hate and Kim thought it would be a funny idea to offer her a final 2, using the same ....'s in every sentence like Heather decided to do during the challenge when she threw tomatoes at people. Then, when Heather started asking "who should we target if we align?" to Kim, we decided to do America's player and the rest of the chat voted on who she should target, and she said Amanda K. which is pretty funny. So that was a definite joke.

I knew from then that this group was really fun to be around. I HATE Heather because she just goes and tells Mike everything who tells Eric. I hate Mike because he is condescending and a greedy asshole from previous rounds. I hate Eric because he is like a terrorist leader and people in the game enjoy strapping bombs to themselves to sacrifice themselves for his cause, (Monica and Ronnie)

I don't like Jerri because she is super shady in this game and also tells Mike a lot of stuff, and she did cause a LOT of drama in the early rounds and makes a lot of shit up.

I can't work with people I don't like, its just something I truly can't do, I like the people I decided to work with even if they might screw me over in the end. I want to be able to laugh and make fun of people and I just can't hold a conversation with eric, heather, jerri, or mike. They need personality transplants.

So, I'm going to enjoy my beach vacation, idk how this TC is going to go but if eric,mike,heather, and jerri get together its gonna suck lol.

Sierra talked to me like 30 minutes before the votes and told me that she took the vote into her own hand to get Mike out of the game. I apparently wasn't supposed to know because Jerri/Heather did not want me to know because of my relationship with Kim. So after results I pretended like I was shocked and Kim confronted me saying that Jeremiah told her and was wondering if I knew. Sierra doesn't want me to tell anyone I knew, so I am keeping up the lie that I didn't know, I don't want to risk my relationship with Kim, she would have probably been angry if I knew about the plan and didn't say anything to her.

With Eric and Mike left in the game it was really hard to fully trust Amanda K. and Kim. It still is with Eric in the game because he could easily weasel himself in to something with them. I really do want that alliance to work, but they were fully willing to just lose Jeremiah which tbh should be an insult to Jeremiah.

This week has been pretty damn crazy. Jeremiah and Jerri win the competition, which woohoo for them. I knew I wasn't going to win because Eric hates me. So this round I was thinking, we have our alliance of 5, we can get that annoying Heather girl out BOOM done. Not so easy.

Sierra tells me
"What's your thoughts/opinions on this though, Jerri and Heather (prolly Erik as well) will both have 0 shot at winning the game at the end if there there. Kim and kmanda actually might do well in a FTC. Sticking with them to the end could be a bad move? I know there both horribly annoying and shitty to work with, Kim and kmanda are just more fun to chat with and all, but game wise is it smart?"

I mean, yeah that makes sense Sierra but I have this hatred for both Jerri AND Heather and I don't care if they are goats I don't want them in the end whatsoever. Didn't Jerri make up like so much crap about Sierra when Evel was HoH and now she is all buddy buddy with her? Stupid. So I tell her I really think Eric should go first before them and she kinda deflected and agreed.

So now here we are at tribal council and I believe Sierra thinks I'm too close to Kim (which is true, Kim has definitely turned into my BFF this game.) So I think she is just agreeing to vote out Heather but is going to tell Jerri to use her idol and get out Kim. Idk why but I just think Kim is telling me the truth, she tells me everything that Eric's group is saying and helps me plan accordingly. Kim could very well be playing me and if she is she deserves to win because how she talks to me makes me feel like she's super trustworthy and looking out for me.

Sierra has been super shady this round. Me and her are just on separate pages at this point in the game and I don't think I can continue on with her. She is being very gameboty. Jerri and Heather trust Sierra and she trusts them and Jerri and Heather don't trust me at all so I can't work with them and Sierra down the line. Kim says Kmanda will never turn on her and I think she wants a final 3 with me, her, and kmanda which I am down with, I might want Jeremiah in there too somehow but we will see when it comes down to that.

I wanted the group to work, and Sierra even leaked some of the stuff we were saying and it leaked to Eric because HEATHER AND JERRI TELL ERIC EVERYTHING. Sierra is getting slightly duped by that duo and its really her own downfall for playing so shady. So I am going to vote with Eric, Kim, Amanda K., and Jeremiah to vote out Sierra. She is a previous winner who beat me and I she is trying to pull another "Brenda blindside" on me this round but I won't have it again.

If Kim left I would have no one to turn to EXCEPT for Sierra and her shadiness, and Sierra isn't as active as kim and kmanda and jeremiah and she only comes in at the last minute in the conversation and says "Lol you guys are so funny" and doesn't add much to the conversation.

So, sorry bout it, I have to go with my gut and vote Sierra, and its justified because I don't think she is being truthful with me either.

Welp here goes nothing :/ pretending to post my vote right now lolz so Sierra doesn't get suspicious

posting one more time x.x

So I vote out Sierra, who in the end WASN'T EVEN LYING TO ME. Smh. Yes it was a mistake and its something I am going to have to overcome in this game which would add to a lovely list in my jury speech (If I make it there). The nominations come in an Jeremiah nominates Erik (mistake) and Jerri nominates Kim, I knew Kim was going to win the veto because she has some magic posting power thing that I don't know what it is and ended up winning the veto saving herself and Amanda K. goes up.

I was perfectly content with voting out Erik, BUT THEN Kim tells me that Amanda K. is going bat shit crazy and is saying she doesn't think she wants to stick with the final 3 deal with me, her and Kim because she doesn't think she can go against Eric and she doesn't think she can win against either of us. Well..Spoiler alert (She can't). So now this pisses me off because I just stuck my neck out on the line for this three person alliance and now one of them is wavering because of their undying love for Eric. Eric has to go, he is the glue that is keeping kmanda from fully committing and he is also playing both sides with Heather and Jerri.

I decide to tell Kim and Amanda K. my plan, Kim agreed and believes eric is clouding Amanda K's judgment in the game and Amanda was against it because she wants to fight for eric to stay just one more round...PLEASE one more round turns into another round until I am out of the game. NOT GONNA FLY. I pull Kmanda and Kim into a room and....

Me:

lmao
Okay, heres the deal
Im not playing
i vote out all my allies and you keep all yours
Its ridiculous
I got rid of the girl who was with me since day 1
because she was plotting against both of you
she was never going to turn on me
Eric has to go sometime, and i feel like i have to just break an arm and a leg to get him into the equation
We all have a great shot against one another in the finals
Taking heather or jerri would be boring and im commited to this three
like ride or die and we all have to sacrifice our safety blankets


Kmanda:
And the thing is I'm ok with Eric going that's not by concern. I accepted at literally the merge that him and I making it far together wasn't going to happen

Me:
Then whats the problem?
Im just hearing you are wavering and its freaking me out a little because i stuck out my neck

Kmanda:
I know I know and believe me a lot has been going through my mind but I decided I'm still committed to this, I'm trying to think of a good way to word it.

Me:
What was worrying you?

Kmanda:
Because I know you just voted out one of your allies and a friend and I'm sure you hated doing that like I would hate it here, but that was also because Sierra was pretty powerful and she had those relationships with Jerri and Heather and she has been able to control and flip votes literally by logging in for like 5 minutes and logging off. Eric can't do that because no one is really with him at this point.
So I would feel bad but you felt bad for voting out sierra so that isn't a valid excuse
So I'm trying to think of something else more concrete and honestly I can't. It just comes down to saying "one more round" pretty much

Me:


Yeah but doesn't he get all his information from Jerri and Heather? So he is playing that side and then he tells you guys everything as well
So if he really wanted to he could get with erik,jerri,heather if he was really trying
He doesnt have no one, he had so many people protecting him this entire game
Ronnie gave all his candies
and he was with mike and fabio
and its not like one more round decides on prejury or jury
hes on the jury lol
This at least on the outside gives you a hard choice between kmanda or eric
so you technically dont have blood on your hands
where next round, you would have to go out of your way to vote him out


Kmanda:
Yeah I know.
I mean when it comes down to it I don't think there is much logic I can use towards the argument. I just feel a bit defeated I guess.

Me:
You aren't defeated you are in a bad ass alliance with two girls who would do anything to keep you and our group alive
but I do feel like having Eric here clouds your judgment because its hard to go against a friend even outside the game
and i know that



So, it was pretty much decided and discussed I was going to be doing this move, I just had to make sure I told my "allies" because I didn't want to blindside them with this because I still do need some trust after this round.

So, I tell Erik "SWEAR TO ME RIGHT NOW YOU WILL VOTE OUT ERIC WHEN I TAKE YOU OFF THE BLOCK WITH MY IDOL, SWEAR ON MY JURY VOTE AND EVERYONE ELSES" and he did so I took matters into my own hand and do the ceremony and I added some fun touches and shouted out to my boo Yul and Evel for the idol.

I made a move in this game, only time will tell its the best one. No regrets only choices, PEACE.

That was an unbelievably shitty round. I know my time is up now that Kmanda decides to "turn the tables" lol I knew Kmanda was no good, look at her character rep. The only thing I can do is try and be the most hated person in the game, insult the jury, and hope that they take me to the end. They also need to know that Kmanda can't make it to the end because her biggest cheerleader Eric is very influential with people, he will talk someones EAR off until the vote for Kmanda, if they want a shot to win they have to take her out its plain and simple. I won't vote for her EVER though because she has just been too emotional and she is just a weak and pathetic person in general and I don't award stupidity.

Well, its time for me to try and do a last ditch effort to stay. Jerri told me there is a chance she uses her idol on me. I don't expect her to tell me either way because she wouldn't want me to know for sure because then people could potentially target her. So I told Jerri I was going to make myself so hated and even talk shit on her so no one would EVER think that she would use an idol on me. -shrugs- its all I can do at this point. If I can try and make it seem like the jury absolutely hates me because of how appalling I am then maybe they will take me to the end as a goat, lmfao its all I got at this point.

I am glad you can see it Abi, lol. I would NEVER in a million years say these things to anybody. The only way I personally feel like I could make the end is to look like a goat. Eric threw my name under the bus that I controlled half of the end game, so I have to knock myself down some pegs and just be vile and nasty, while telling the important people that I am just joking and playing a schtick because it seems to get SO MUCH UNDER THE OTHER SIDES SKIN. Which is kinda funny, like why take someone online seriously?

Thank GOD it worked! They could have EASILY split the vote if they felt like Jerri would have used the idol on me. I made sure they didn't and I think I can pat myself and jerri's back for making this epic move to get Jeremiah out. Personally, I would have liked to have seen Kmanda go but thats just how the cookie crumbles. I don't know what the future holds for me all I can do is try hard on the challenge and nancy drew my way to a win. Can the troll make F3 in this series once again? Hahaha.