Hopefully when Ryan comes over, He Gives me the pinata. Even though I haven't spoken to him at all.

Also the tribe dynamic is that Ian is as good as Amanda. Useless.
I have yet to talk game with anyone. Mostly just been socializing with people, from other tribes. I can't wait to Flip the script on Jarana. I'm bout to deport every last one of these hoes.

I heard through the grapevine that John Cody is going. That saddens me because he was a great competitor back in Greece. I would of loved for him to at least put up a fight. Oh well.

Last night marks the first time I felt uncertainty in this game. I think the girls have bonded really closely, myself on the outs.

It's way to fucking early for this shit. I can't go now.

See Abu, this is why you have to put fans all on one tribe, and favorites on the other.

Okay I fell asleep early last night. I don't if I'll make it out alive but going to people like Ian and dolly for a vote is really demoralizing. But now is my chance to make everyone think the less of me and keep me over Lindsey for starting shit.

Okay so as it stands I have Dolly, Jerri, and Amanda.
Fabio and Kelly said they will vote however Dolly votes. So I should be safe. Cross your fingers. Hoping the vote is revealed before lindsey gets back.