I wouldn't have played the idol on you in all honestly if I knew. That idol was my ace in the hole I needed to save it, and I think I put it to good use! As things turned out with my making the deal with Kamanda for Kim to go next, I think I made the right call.


And yea I know it seems everyone disapproves it? I thought it'd actuslly be respected or at the very least "that was awesome you stayed loyal, I'm still gonna vote Kamanda though". Instead it's been like how could you actually stay loyal to a competitor who could beat you in the end, what kind of terrible person are you!? It's been a depressing FTC but a great learning experience. I knew there was a definite chance she would win, I just didn't expect so much feces thrown on me for it. I'm not even really sad about losing the game but just the lack of respect and recognition from the jury when I've been trying my butt off, that saddens me.